I finally stood up to Katherine. I finally told her all the things that hurt me, all the things that I felt. I did a great job, too. In fact, such a good job, I shall post the conversation
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So, I was thinking about you, and how I missed you. I was trying to figure out how to get a hold of you, Rachel Hauge said you don't get to your email much. Anyhow, I figured I'd try your cell phone. Um... yeah, so I was looking through your Elfwood site, seeing if you'd updated it, and I saw the link to this journal. I know it's a personal thing, but I thought everyone was allowed to read it, since it was posted and all. Anyway... so I read your entries about me. I didn't know I was making you upset. I was pretty fucked up you know? Still am. But I'm getting better. Much of it is thought patterns that you have to reorganize, which I've done with therapy. Maybe I expected too much of you. I remember you telling me about friends walking all over you, and you never standing up to them. I never thought I'd be one of them. I'm sorry. It wasn't intentional, when you're clinically depressed, everyone is out to get you, everyone hates you, everyone is trying to sabotage you. I'm sorry for acting terrible. I'm sorry for
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