yesterday was clearly the worst day ever! i woke up angry cuz everyone kept calling me. i left to go to manda's house cuz bryce and i were going to go pay our rent for feb so we didnt have to worrie about it when we moved in. well i got to my friends house and bryce wasnt there. he hadnt gotten off work and he wasnt sure when he was gonna get off ( Read more... )

so life is boring and meaningless as usual! i just hate my life right now. there is nothing good to say. i dont know if im gonna graduate, i dont know what im doing after high school if i do graduate, i dont know if i'm gonna have money for rent for when i move into my new apartment, i dont know if i'm gonna have a job. so yeah life is just insane ( Read more... )

so i wrote gill an e-mail cuz she was saying how sara and i owe her money...well i'm sorrie, but im not paying that fat bitch one fucking cent! she can lick my fuckin ass before i pay her shit! and she has the nerve to say that i dont go to her face to say this shit, well i dont believe she came to me directly to say that i owe her money. so i dont ( Read more... )

yeah so i finally went back to school after a week of being gone. but i dont feel bad that i missed school, it was actually really nice and not boring at all. seeing that i wouldnt go to bed until late and sleep in through most of the day...but it was nice! i wouldnt take it back and i'd do it again if i could. but i cant miss anymore school since ( Read more... )

so yeah my week has been busy, laid back, and stressful all at the same time. its amazing how it can be right? well its been busy cuz we started school again and i have homeowrk to do...of course. but its been laid back cuz i havent gone to school since monday, but i still have my homework to do. and its been stressful for different reasons...that ( Read more... )

why do some things have to be so confusing? why do we have to feel hurt, pain, anger, and all that? WHY? i know god has his plan for all of us, but i feel like i have to faith in him...i think i have lost it. its truly sad to say, but i just dont know what to think anymore...its all so confusing! today was truly the hardest day of my life. last ( Read more... )

today was tiring! didnt go to bed til 1 and then woke up at 8 to get ready to go to the mall, which i thought would have been swampt by the time i got there. it actually wasnt, so karina (the girl i'm living with) and i walked around and went into bath and body works, the body shop, victoria's secret (whose sales sucked ass!), payless, and dillards ( Read more... )

well well well! some crazy shit has happened recently. somy parents just randomly went from texas to chicago! random much? i think so! oh and then i get a call on my cell and i kinda recognize the # but im not sure who it is so i dont answer it. then i get another call (different #) and i dont knwo who it is, so i dont answer it. then i get ANOTHER ( Read more... )

the night is young ( Read more... )

why does everyone keep saying that i'm sad and depressed? i think i would know if i was depressed. yeah so i've been a little down, but nothing that should make people go: "OMG, IS ASHLEY OKAY??" i mean...umm, i'm fine. i just have a lot on my mind. i think its just that i'm so worried about what im gonna do after high school, i'm trying to hang ( Read more... )