Yeah, I found this article and thought to myself "Finally, someone gets it enough to explain it in a most undeniable way." It puts my relationship with my mother into perspective. Now I don't feel as guilty for not being able to "fix" her. Her choice to remain upset over whatever isn't my problem. I know I have some deep seeded esteem issues. Like whenever I do something that someone doesn't really like, I start to think that they don't like me at all. My head goes to that extreme and I have to stop and go, no it's just this particular situation, it's not that you are completely unlikable, and then I can move on from the situation. But I really do have to catch myself or else I feel like running away. It's kind of crazy how well adjusted I am, at least on the outside. I could totally see myself having successfully commited suicide as a teenager.
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The envy section especially is my mother. ONly she envies me doing things so encourages me to do absolutely nothing in life.
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