I think I'm done being upset with her. Eventhough her actions can still stir emotions that border pissed, I feel more sorry for her than anything else. She's just so negative and miserable I can't help but feel bad for her. Eventhough her choices have led her down the road she's headed, she refuses to acknowledge her part and continues to place ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about my youth a lot lately. Memories of my grandmother, of me as a little girl, and the experiences I had growing up. I'm not sure if I'm feeling sad when I think of them. Sometimes I am, but for the most part, I think I'm yearning to fill some void that my past has left in me. Maybe it's guilt for not having been there for my ( Read more... )

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Alright, nearly thanksgiving. I love long weekends! This one will be like two weekends in one!!! I really want to go shopping for a new gaming system. I hope Black Friday will be worth it. I'm going to go online and check out the deals. I don't want to go to the stores as I know there will be some massive chaos going on! Still, HOLIDAYS BABY

Alright, we're down to a few short days before Halloween, and I'm excited as shit!Wednesday will be my last work day this week. Thursday I"ve got an early morning massage, then it's off to Cali. V and I will be staying with his family on Thursday night, Friday afternoon we shall be checking into the Queen Mary, night will bring forth terror, and ( Read more... )

Today is truly a blah day. Midweek, midday, a week before my birthday. I've been in a surly mood since yesterday. V went all off on me about if I cook, I need to either eat the food or throw it out. I've had some lentil bean soup in the fridge for the last month and i haven't done a damn thing about it ( Read more... )

In case I don't get the chance to visit the site tomorrow, Happy 4th of July ( Read more... )

Oh dear. I think there is something wrong with me. I'm utterly exhausted. My whole body aches from yesterday's allergy attack. I went to sleep at about 9:30 and I still didn't want to wake up at 6:30. I just feel so drained. Last night I had to take two spritzes of Nasonex in each nose, a whole zertec pill, and a pre-emptive excedrin migraine pill ( Read more... )

So I'm off on another one of my health binges again. My room mate just got diagnosed with adult Type 2 diabetes, and that got me to thinking about my own health. I've been gaining back some ofweight that I had lost, and that just isn't acceptable. I need to buckle down and cut back on eating out and the crap snack foods I pick up. I've been eating ( Read more... )

I miss him terribly right now. I couldn't sleep last night because he wasn't home and his phone wasn't on. I figured there was something wrong with the phone as it was acting funny a few days earlier, but as an over emtional married female, I was concerned that it might possibly be something more. I was considering watching the news for his blue ( Read more... )