well... specialist doc says theres things they can do, but it will 99.9999% add to the issues. so the best option is to have a permenant script for anti inflam... wee. another drug to add to my list i guess. it's either that or put up with it ( Read more... )

slept way too much today. woke up with a splitting headache too. ahh wells. learns me doesn't it ( Read more... )

well... the funeral ended up being put forward to monday... that was interesting... couldn't make myself go up to the coffin, took too much effort to restrain myself from bursing into tears.... she was a nice lady ( Read more... )

well... got a funeral to go to on wednesday it seems... my step nana died (Called her Mumma) in hospital on wednesday... she was a nice, kind woman. another victim of cancer.... leh sigh ( Read more... )

NYE Was good... spent it with Sam n cass, played some risk, talked a lot n watched some fireworks... also the cigar eric gave me was very very tasty ( Read more... )

Dreams are gettign more and more intense now ( Read more... )

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I've been having really weird dreams recently... woo med change. atleastit's to a better one with less side effects (and hell. i've had a few days where i felt as normal as i assume anyone else would feel... which is rather exciting ( Read more... )

so.... I went to another meeting ( Read more... )

one of my biggest failings as a person is saying sorry (appart from letting go hah hah... no seriously ( Read more... )