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[virtuosic_flair]

Hi. I feel like hell, but lying around in bed (or you know...not in one...) is something I've done far too often since October so fuck it. And hi. Everything hurts, and I refuse to take painkillers because we know where THAT leads. But it's not like I was in October by a mile. Dad and I are okay again. We watched Beauty and the Beast and he

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[twilightrobe]

It's really good to see you up and about, man, especially after seeing what a number those fuckers had done on you. I reckon you're totally justified in being freaked. Good on you for keeping strong about it, though. You're really doing us proud.

Hey, I just thought of something. Seeing as you're not sleeping with men at the moment, and you don't exactly get around wearing a nametag that says, "Hi, I'm gay"... how did those guys know you were gay?

[virtuosic_flair]

I did have to do you proud eventually. Thanks for being here, Tamm. It means so much to me. It helps a lot with the whole...not letting this win thing.

I don't know. I'm not exactly masculine. I do sort of...prance. Which I like, and I'm not about to stop. Maybe arseholes have Gaydar too. Why? Are you having conspiracy theories?

[twilightrobe]

Course you would, Julian. You give us a lot to be proud of. I'm glad I could help you, man. Knowing that means a lot to me.

Maybe... I'm not sure. It seems pretty random. I know random shit does happen, but something about this doesn't sit right with me. It feels like there was something more to it. I can't back it up. Just masculine intuition.

[virtuosic_flair]

Well they obviously had something planned because they had a dildo with them, and they didn't seem like guys who would just...you know...carry one around. They were obviously there to do what they did. You think...they were there to do it specifically to me!?

[seminalsemiotic]

I know you're not going to let this keep you down, honey. And I'm so proud of you. But don't push yourself too hard, okay? We want you to get better, too.

I'm so glad things are well with you and Joe again *snuggles*

The world is full of fucktards, but they'll get what's coming to them. Karma won't be silent on this.

[virtuosic_flair]

I'm getting better being up and walking around than I will lying down and not moving. I have to keep myself distracted. I just have to.

Yeah, me too. You were a big part of that, Gorgeous.

I'm not real big on revenge. They didn't kill me. I hope they don't hurt anyone else, but I don't really wish them ill. I won't be like them.

[seminalsemiotic]

That makes sense. Maybe you're just not as lazy as me *winks*

I'm so glad *snuggles* I like being there for both of you.

Well, I'm not necessarily thinking revenge, either. I'd just like them to learn a lesson about their wrong-doing. All too often, unfortunately, that takes a negative experience. You'll never be like them, Julian. Never in a million years.

[virtuosic_flair]

Or...if I don't keep myself distracted I'll want the painkillers?

Okay. Thank you, Renee.

[gonetoground]

God, I can't believe someone would just attack you like that. Some people are just so beyond pathetic and disgusting. I'm so glad you're at least able to be up and about, and talking to people. I know how bad it could have been.

It is really good to hear you talked with Joe. I'd hate to see anything standing between you, especially at a time like this.

[virtuosic_flair]

We both do.

:)