Jesus fuck, man, that's insane. Not that I think you're insane, but dude... that's seriously ballsy. Sounds like you've got it all worked out and all, so all power to you.
I know you can take it, dude. You're a fuckin' tough guy. You've already had your personal victory against Renton. Now's about making the rest of the world safe from him. You're doing something really good. I'm proud of you, mate.
Hey, tough is far from just what's on the outside. I don't reckon there's too many people who'd do what you're doing now. There'd be a lot less villains about if they did.
Yeah. There would be. Because murdering drug dealers ahrdly go about wearing signs that say 'I'm a murdering drug dealer!' Which is too bad, really. Though if there were signs, mine would say 'I'm a pathetic drug addict' so I suppose it's just as well there aren't.
Oh my god... Julian, that's huge. Are you sure they're going to be close enough if something goes wrong? They're not taking any chances, are they? They can't let anything happen to you. We just got you back, we can't lose you again!
Julian, I love you. If you do this, please... please be so careful. If things look dodgy, will you pull out?
They'll be close enough. This is their job, I trust them. And my dad will be with them shouting "ARE YOU CLOSE ENOUGH ARE YOU CLOSE ENOUGH, CAN YOU HEAR HIM WHAT'S THAT SOUND IS HE OKAY" in their ears constantly, so I think they'll take extra-special care. You won't lose me.
I love you too, Alessa. I'll be careful. And yes, if something looks fucked out I am out of there.
You do make sense. This is their job. I'm sure they've done it a million times before. They just haven't done it with my Julian, and I'm a worryer.
Okay. You'll be okay. You're smart, and they're smart, and you all know what you're doing. It's going to be okay. Some petty drug dealer couldn't possibly have anything on all of you.
It'll be alright. It's Paul. If you wanted to ring him up and point out exactly what you'll do to him if anything happens to me, you'd be joining the long line of Littletons and Peter who already did...
Alessa...you are not going to lose me. I survived living on the streets and a drug overdose not to mention beating the addiction. And then when people tried to kill me in a back alley, they didn't succeed. If anyone has proof they're meant to be here, it's sure as hell me.
Oh, my Julian... I'm so proud of you *snuggles* If it gets really tough out there, and you need a friend, do you think you could send a surreptitious text or something? I know it's not much, but maybe it would be enough to make a difference. You'll have people watching, but you won't be able to talk to them, and I don't want you to feel alone.
I don't think I should have my mobile. But I can talk to the wire quietly. Drug addicts mumble... And dad can hear me and he can text you! Anyway, I'll know they're listening to me. 24/7. They're going to hear me sleep-sing...
I'll be alright, Renee. The thing is...last time I thought I'd lost you all and there wasn't a day that went by that I didn't cry for that. I know exactly what I'll be coming home to this time and to know I'll be coming home at all will make all the difference.
Fair enough. At least we'll be in touch somehow, even if it is only in an indirect fashion. I'm going to miss you, darling. And of course, I'll be thinking of you constantly.
I haven't heard you sleep-sing yet! But I'm a very heavy sleeper...
We'll all be waiting, darling. With a banquet *smiles*
Goodness gracious me. Julian, that's... well, it's incredibly brave, is what it is. Going on there to face that darkness that was once your life again... I can't even imagine it. Facing that willingly, that's so gutsy. And so Littleton.
I can't honestly say I like the idea of what you'll go through, but I see how much good your actions are going to achieve. I know you don't like it either. That's where the Littleton bravery comes in. I've never been more proud of you. I'm afraid, too, but you'll come back and show me I had nothing to be afraid of.
Oh, Julian, my dear man. Do you know exactly when you're doing this?
And you know what I'm facing. So thank you, it means a lot to hear that from you.
No, I don't like it. I'm going to be bored and lonely and possibly cold and requiring sandwiches not to mention the addiction side of it. But I'll get through it. And I will show you you had nothing to be afraid of.
I think...you might be in the US but Dad'll ring you, okay? I'll make him ring you.
Julian, you're very welcome. You're doing something that deserves a great deal of acknowledgement from all of us.
Yes... we're definitely going to be very ready to remedy all of that when you come back to us. I hate thinking of you in that situation. I hope it all gets worked out quickly.
Ringing is good. I'll most certainly want to be appraised with all the most up-to-the-minute information.
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I know you can take it, dude. You're a fuckin' tough guy. You've already had your personal victory against Renton. Now's about making the rest of the world safe from him. You're doing something really good. I'm proud of you, mate.
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I am not tough. I'm a weenie. A big one. At least...on the outside. I'm doing this so no one else has to lose their dad. Or their son.
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Hey, tough is far from just what's on the outside. I don't reckon there's too many people who'd do what you're doing now. There'd be a lot less villains about if they did.
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Yeah. There would be. Because murdering drug dealers ahrdly go about wearing signs that say 'I'm a murdering drug dealer!' Which is too bad, really. Though if there were signs, mine would say 'I'm a pathetic drug addict' so I suppose it's just as well there aren't.
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Julian, I love you. If you do this, please... please be so careful. If things look dodgy, will you pull out?
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I love you too, Alessa. I'll be careful. And yes, if something looks fucked out I am out of there.
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Okay. You'll be okay. You're smart, and they're smart, and you all know what you're doing. It's going to be okay. Some petty drug dealer couldn't possibly have anything on all of you.
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Alessa...you are not going to lose me. I survived living on the streets and a drug overdose not to mention beating the addiction. And then when people tried to kill me in a back alley, they didn't succeed. If anyone has proof they're meant to be here, it's sure as hell me.
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I'll be alright, Renee. The thing is...last time I thought I'd lost you all and there wasn't a day that went by that I didn't cry for that. I know exactly what I'll be coming home to this time and to know I'll be coming home at all will make all the difference.
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I haven't heard you sleep-sing yet! But I'm a very heavy sleeper...
We'll all be waiting, darling. With a banquet *smiles*
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Dad recorded it. :|
And I have a feeling that banquet is going to be both needed and heartily appreciated...
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I can't honestly say I like the idea of what you'll go through, but I see how much good your actions are going to achieve. I know you don't like it either. That's where the Littleton bravery comes in. I've never been more proud of you. I'm afraid, too, but you'll come back and show me I had nothing to be afraid of.
Oh, Julian, my dear man. Do you know exactly when you're doing this?
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No, I don't like it. I'm going to be bored and lonely and possibly cold and requiring sandwiches not to mention the addiction side of it. But I'll get through it. And I will show you you had nothing to be afraid of.
I think...you might be in the US but Dad'll ring you, okay? I'll make him ring you.
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Yes... we're definitely going to be very ready to remedy all of that when you come back to us. I hate thinking of you in that situation. I hope it all gets worked out quickly.
Ringing is good. I'll most certainly want to be appraised with all the most up-to-the-minute information.
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Don't think about it! Because it will be remedied and that's what's important.
You know Dad. He won't let anyone wonder.
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