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May 20, 2008 19:16

Hiiiiii. They let me come home because I'm not going to die or anything. I feel like fucking hell, but I'll be okay. I feel like I can deal with this myself this time. Well...not 'myself' because I'm hardly alone with you all. And thank you. Thank you for reminding me of that. I appreciate it more than words could say. But I do feel you all ( Read more... )

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in_spectre_mors May 20 2008, 09:46:22 UTC
It's very, very good to hear you're home, Julian. It speaks well of your health indeed. I wish I could be there for you in person, but it does my heart well to know that there are a lot of people there looking after to. I'm very grateful to Tamm, Renee, Lucas and Alessa for that, as well as our family of course.

I'm so sorry you're going to be put through a trial. That's horrible, but I'm sure you'll have the satisfaction at the end of seeing this come to a solid close. We'll all be right by your side, of course. You'll never have to go through any of this alone.

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virtuosic_flair May 20 2008, 09:49:46 UTC
I'm a big fan of anything that does your heart well, Uncle Spectre. Sorry I worried everyone! You'll be back soon anyway and by then I won't look like shite. I'm white knuckling it at the moment...

I know I don't. I just don't really feel like going in to the things I did to get money with a room full of strangers, but Paul said Renton's defense might bring it up as a way to discredit me or...something.

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in_spectre_mors May 20 2008, 10:07:56 UTC
You don't have to apologise, my dear friend, you were out there doing a brave thing that we all supported. I'm sorry it couldn't have gone better, but I know that you'll be able to beat the white-knuckling.

Somehow, I really don't think any "discredit" Renton's defense might try to bring to you will be able to stand up to the simple yet devastating truths you can present. We'll beat him.

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virtuosic_flair May 20 2008, 10:10:27 UTC
It went better than it could have gone. I'm not hurt. I'm ick, but not hurt. And not dead. And home. And he's locked up. It went okay. Thanks to Damon. Whom I love.

I hope not. They're all going to look at me like I'm a big hobiscuit.

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empress_tasha May 20 2008, 09:47:50 UTC
You're home! That's so great to hear. It's awesome that you got to that point so quickly. I hope you can keep feeling better quickly. You'll be back in action in no time, and kicking bottom in true Littleton style.

Blah to heroin, and to stupid fucking Renton. We'll see him behind bars yet.

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virtuosic_flair May 20 2008, 09:51:29 UTC
Well I was never really sick, so they decided I could come home. It was more a matter of keeping me from running back to get more junk. But I have to do that myself this time. I just do. With my father flitting outside my door every five minutes to make sure I'm still in my room, but that's plenty okay with me.

I know we will.

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empress_tasha May 20 2008, 10:09:03 UTC
I understand that. Doing this for yourself will give you the strength to face anything that comes your way in the future. I know you can do it. And soon you'll have the absolute proof of that, too.

Also, the idea of Joe "flitting" is beyond adorable.

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virtuosic_flair May 20 2008, 10:11:54 UTC
I certainly will, dammit.

He is adorable! He sort of does this dancey shuffle thing. And then he pretends he's really doing something else while glancing in and then sort of shuffling back. But I'm on to his game!

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seminalsemiotic May 20 2008, 09:49:14 UTC
Hi, homeboy! Hehehehehe. You're gorgeous. I just wanted to say that. Not even going through the court crap will mar you in the eyes of people who know you. We love you, and know just what a strong and brilliant man you are. You'll triumph over this, too. I know it.

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virtuosic_flair May 20 2008, 09:52:43 UTC
Hi, ...Renee! I know it wont mar me in your eyes. I've already told you all everything and it hasn't changed a thing. Which is awesome. But thank you for reminding me, because that is always a good thing.

I'm writing you a song!

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seminalsemiotic May 20 2008, 10:10:00 UTC
You're very welcome, darling. Nothing will change the way I feel about you, aside from the natural fact that I love you more every day *smiles*

Oh sweetie, that's so gorgeous! Thank you! You make me so happy, Julian. You're such a wonderful friend.

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virtuosic_flair May 20 2008, 10:13:04 UTC
Renee? I never would have gotten through everything if it weren't for you. You saying things like that. And actually meaning them. Thank you.

And you're welcome! If anyone deserves to have songs written about them, it's you.

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