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[virtuosic_flair]

I scared a girl today. I cracked the shits. That place is just so...augh. I don't know. But I went back in. I left to get some air, and I went back in, dammit

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[seminalsemiotic]

I'm proud of you for going back, Julian. I'm proud of you every day.

I know it's hard. So damn hard. I don't know what it's actually like, but I understand that it's hell that I can't imagine. I see what we're worth to you. That's one of the reasons you make me smile, darling. I love you.

I can't pretend I haven't yelled at people in school for making inappropriate passes. Did she actually say "your firm little body"?!

[virtuosic_flair]

Thank you. It helps to know that.

I love you too, Renee :)

No! I said that! :D Because it's true, dammit!

[seminalsemiotic]

You're welcome, darling.

Fair enough! You do have a lovely body, gorgeous. And that is a completely platonic observation *winks*

[virtuosic_flair]

Thank you!! And Renee, you can say anything you want, you have special dispensation!

[in_spectre_mors]

Well, if we're going to be scared of girls, I guess it's only right we scare back...

Julian. I think what you do every day is amazing. And I know I'm not the only one. Your trying doesn't just mean something, it means everything. You've shown us just what love and hope can do. And we do love you. Very much.

[virtuosic_flair]

Oh I think I did that. I showed her my scars... I think it's relatively safe to say she won't try heroin... Which is good!

And I love you all too. Thanks. For having faith and hope in me. I'm really glad I'm not fucking it up. I am.

[in_spectre_mors]

Indeed it is. Sometimes people need to be scared. Heroin is something they should be scared by. If that was a wake-up call for her... then it was good.

You're welcome, Julian. I'm so glad, too. I knew you could do this. You won't fuck up. You're making us proud.

[virtuosic_flair]

Yeah...I was thinking that too. Maybe that could be my thing. Scaring the shit out of people so they don't do drugs... And you know...playing music. Playing music that scares the shit out of people?

:)

[gonetoground]

There's something about gay men that just attracts girls... which I guess is unfortunate for you. Some of them see gay guys as non-threatening, safe. But it sounds like this one just saw you as a challenge, so bugger her. I don't think getting yelled at is anything she didn't need to have happen. Rehab is not exciting!

I respect you, and admire you, for what you've achieved. What you've conquered. No one should trivialise what you've been through. They wouldn't dare, if they had the slightest understanding.

I'll be here for you, any time you need understanding.

[virtuosic_flair]

I don't mind being thought of as safe. I'll be sweet, kind, easy-to-talk-to Julian! Hell, I'll be there for anyone if they need it, but DOWN girl. Jesus. And no. Rehab is not exciting. It sucks.

Thank you, Alessa. I respect and admire you too, you know? So much.

You're wonderful.

[gonetoground]

You are sweet, kind and easy-to-talk-to :)

You're welcome, sweetheart. You're so good to me.

[virtuosic_flair]

Good!

You deserve goodness.