The point of living and of being an optimist, is to be foolish enough to believe the best is yet to come.
- Peter Ustinov

It's wierd how you can be in a good mood and still have a lot of problems in your life. I'm not even trying to cover things up, I'm just in a good mood, it doesn't really make much sense. Maybe it's because I've kind of ceased caring about these unresolved issues in my life, but I still need my space. Things right now are just wierd between me and ( Read more... )

Hey, I've got to hide my love away.

This past week really sucked. Thursday was okay, Friday was a really good day. Saturday started out well and then got worse. There were a couple of things I was worried about, but really it only seems like there's one thing I'm worried about, and there's nothing I can do about it but I dont want it to happen.

You know, LJ's pretty stupid. No one wants to hear other people bitch about thier days. No one really cares and I'm sure everyone's tired of it being one depressing thing after another with me ( Read more... )

Today was bad like my weekend. TOmorrow will probably be worse. I want to go home.

I feel like I pretty much hate everything. Everything's been pissing me off recently. I'm just so tired of all this shit. I just wish everything would fall away. I don't know. I just don't want... Fuck it ( Read more... )

I think that I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning could possibly be my favorite album ever. I've found songs on different albums that speak to me, but never an entire album. There are life-defining songs, but this is a life-defining album ( Read more... )

I like being home. I like this place... Life is Good...

Everything in my life seems to be wondefully ridiculous and I don't think much of it's going to change. It's not really a bad thing, I just don't like feeling a bastard for shoving people out of my life, for reasons that I can't really explain, or even understand. It just feels better that way, I don't get it. And then I'm probably going to have to ( Read more... )