Ughh
I got asked for the SECOND FUCKING TIME this month if I am pregnant.
Kill meeeee. I try to tell myself my stomach pooch isn’t “that bad” and that it is only me that sees it. NOPE. The coworker who said it was really embarrassed she was like, “I’m SO sorry!! I just thought you were always eating so healthy and drinking a lot of water...”. Like bitch it is summertime and 100+ degrees outside!!! And not everyone eats tortillas with chicken, sour cream and cheese for their lunch!!! Let me eat my salad in peace!
It just kills me because there are literally 50 other people here with bigger stomachs than me, there is probably less than 5 women working here that are smaller than me.
ANYWAYS. Back to zero as far as b/p goes. I’m trying to be forgiving of myself because I’m going through a lot of stress and change at the moment and it is only natural I fall back on old coping mechanisms.
Super happy with my Fitbit, still a little uneasy about trusting it but I feel like it has been accurate so far. Yesterday I did over 20,000 steps because 1) Summer school is hard and 2) I took a long walk with Derrick. It ended up being around 1,900 for daily expenditure so it was satisfying seeing that. I’m confused if you are supposed to count sleeping in that amount? I don’t wear my Fitbit when I’m sleeping but I read you can burn around 300-500 for 8 hrs of sleep.