Oh and here's another thing.... he even said he could invite over another guy so there would be a third wheel and no chance for anything. Fucking bullshitter. I KNOW you Griffin.

I'm dumbfounded..... like. Do I really give off some vibe that says I'm easy? Fucking Griffin asking me to come over and I'm all.... "Uh. I have a bit of a headache so like, yeah. And I don't want shit to be expected to happen.". I mean. I just don't hook up with fucking people. Blah. Guys this days... I swear, I must give off something.

I hate the idea of going to a Community College in January. I hate it so fucking much because I have to be at CPCC for two years and get an associates before I can even go to a four-year college. I want to go to one now but what fucking college accepts a GED? None, unless you're old. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.

I went to an East Meck game tonight..... and ( Read more... )

haha. I'm a-fucking-mazing ya'll. not only that but I'm addictive. :P ( Read more... )

Wow. I honestly think that I've gained like... ten pounds this summer. Well, probably not but I do feel undeniably fat, lol. I've been living a stationary lifestyle for the past couple of months and it's killing me. I'm not a person that should sit idle for long periods of time.... unless of course, I'm reading a book. Nonetheless I need to be more ( Read more... )

I'm tired as hell and I can only say that it's my fault with me staying up all night reading books, drawing, or simply writing. So far August hasn't been much of a plus for me. The whole thing with the kitten sort of kicked me in the ass, not only that but, well.... all I do right now is cook and clean. Lmao. I'm actually proud of myself in the ( Read more... )

I haven't cried over the death of an animal in so long... that its amazing how much crying I've done today. I had to learn to take it all in stride as I grew up... I used to break down and cry then too, but then I never did. I just accepted the fact that Cream was gone, Stripes too. I've just delt with it all and then.. these past three days ( Read more... )

My cat Tigger decided to have a kitten the other day. Premature and about as long as my middle finger..... this kitten is just TINY. The kittens deffinitely a 'he' and was born a little before twelve on August 1st. I fretted for three hours trying to make sure Tigger would stop rolling around and purring and in the vane hope the the kitten would ( Read more... )

August is my fucking month.

So... what does that mean exactly? It means I'm going to do whatever the fuck it is that I want to do. Here's what I'm doing for this month so far... and just know, everyday I'm going to live as if on a whim.

August 10: Ashley's Birthday Party. I really don't want to go...

August 18-19: Babysitting Taylor.

August 24- ( Read more... )

..... So I didn't go to Carrigan Farms. It's rainy and only seventy-five out and swimming in a rock quarry will only make me sicker than I already am. I've got a sore throat and I'm all stuffy. Hopefully it'll all go away soon.

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