What Am I Going To Do?!?

[visions_of_life]

He lives across town but it feels like he lives all the way across the country. I never see him and when I do it is a short glimpse here and there. He asked me to get back together with him. I want to, Oh god do I want to. I just don't know if I can. Can I handle the stress and the pressure? I guess that is a stupid question.  I mean I did it for 5

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[greatest_regret]

i didn't know you missed him. if you miss him..you know what you have to do..all that wonderful thinking and deciding. i know you'll make the right choice. because the right choice is whatever you want it to be. i want you to be happy, best friend! :) it's good that you have his parents support. i'm sure that'll help. didn't his parents used to be friend with yoru aunt and uncle? maybe they wont approve, but they cant control your feelings. they can't say "DON'T LOVE HIM" because how much good would that do? maybe corrie can talk them into it....or if that woudl totally backfire, make corrie say she doesnt like hanging out with him because he's clean and he's changed after everything. i think you should talk to stephen, atleast for closure or to figure out why he was an ass. curtis..well it's nice to feel wnated. always. even if you'll never want them, it's a nice feeling.