firstly, im wicked lame.. cause i still dont update.. haha.. but anyway.. thats already a well known fact.. so i'll move on.. strangely enough, i have recently decided to go to college.. its pretty weird because in '02 i was hell bent on never ever going to college.. but times change, and people change.. and i hope this is a change for the ( Read more... )

so i've been reading about psychiatry as of late.. because i have a tendancy to dealve into things that disturb and disgust me.. and its strikingly similar to the holocaust in germany during WWII.. these psychiatrists not better than the butcher, josef mengele, and the other "Angels of Death". Those men were doctors and it is simply beyond my ( Read more... )

so yeah.. its been a wicked long time since i've updated.. cause im lame.. and now isnt a good time.. alot of shit has been going on.. and i've got a lot of shit bouncing around in my head right now too.. not to mention that i've got a bunch of projects to work on.. so today is going to be a long day of coding.. and i ask, who the hell wants to ( Read more... )

so i hung out with jim last night.. went to denny's and over to my sisters house for a few.. and then took him back to sean's.. sean was on the phone with his girlfriend and he was having a fight.. so we kinda just chilled outside for a while.. and i ended up puking and it was horrible.. i had a weird dream last night.. i was joining the ( Read more... )

so i had yet another fucked up dream last night.. basically.. i was supposed to be babysitting my nephew.. except my nephew was a puppet sometimes and sometimes he was real.. and mike and hilary were dating again.. and i was at derek's house.. and his dad was pissed about something.. and then i got murdered my michael jackson with a chainsaw.. ( Read more... )

so i went with danielle to see action action play for their CD release yesterday at soundgarden.. it was pretty good.. the guy was a bit too screamy for me to listen to all the time.. but i enjoyed it.. then i went over to michelle's and watched nip/tuck.. badass show.. then i went home.. talked to meg.. and went to bed.. and i had a strange ( Read more... )

so my buddy jim got into town last night.. back from the Air Force before he ships out to Japan.. went over to sean's house to meet him and then we (jim and i.. sean went to bed) went to denny's and met dave there.. it was fun and it made me think of old times.. i miss living with those guys sometimes.. i wouldnt go back now.. but.. we had alot ( Read more... )

i am seriously getting pissed at this stupid livejournal bullshit.. not because i think its stupid.. but because its taking me forever to fucking create this style that im working on.. and it just sucks anyway.. none of the normal logical html shit works.. my CSS tags are all fucking up and not doing with they are supposed to.. and i cant even ( Read more... )

( Not Another Quiz!!!!! )

so i played guitar for 4 hours and 40 minutes today.. and it was awesome.. my fretting hand is killing me and it feels amazing.. and now i am going to bed.. cause i am wicked tired and my hands need rest.. well.. im sure i'll give em one more good workout before i get to bed.. if you know what i mean.. and i think you do..