basically.. i think i am cursed.. i think sometime, in a past life or whatever, a horrible hex was put upon my head and in this life i suffer the consequences.. and all the worst things that have ever happend to me, come back to haunt me.. every time i think i am happy, or at least getting there, somebody or something fucks it up.. but i always ( Read more... )

this is another one of those days that will just never end.. i just want it to be friday night right now.. i feel like absolute shit.. i am so tired.. all day long.. i wake up tired.. and i stay tired all day.. its like i have no energy.. i just want to go home..

ok.. maybe im not without words.. but jessy just IMed me out of the blue.. i havent talked to her in about 2 months.. and she appears to be doing quite well.. which im a exremely happy about.. i was just wondering about how she was a few days ago.. and i realized that i really had no way in hell to find out.. and then she comes to me.. i guess ( Read more... )

so this weekend was awesome.. i'll break it down ( Read more... )

i am so stoked about this weekend.. the show at the fair is going to be amazing.. i met this kid from tully whos into the band.. hope we see him at the show.. along with everyone else who wants to support the Raz!! i already let my uber secret surprise slip to over half the band.. but.. its still badass.. this is going to be the best time in a ( Read more... )

so meagan comes home tomorrow.. thus, i am happy.. im tired as hell.. and i really dont wanna get up for work tomorrow morning.. but whatever.. i got a new toy!! its fucking badass.. more details on that soon.. possibly pictures.. show at the NY State Fair this saturday.. 4-6p.m. its going to be sweeeet.. and spine is coming to town as well ( Read more... )

so yeah.. lets not fight anymore.. it makes me sad.. :(

so last night i had a very fucked up sequence of lucid dreams which included people floating on balloons the size of people, me wandering around in places with no cell reception when i needed to make an important call, strange parts involving my ex-girlfriend and current girlfriend, being chased by a murderer, and the scary part where i was sitting ( Read more... )

1. Full name: Christopher Geoffrey Markle ( Read more... )

i feel like im having crazy mood swings right now.. well.. its really a ramp.. i am just getting more and more pissed off as this day goes on.. and i'm not really liking it.. and my dad can tell that something is up.. but of course i blew it off.. "i'm fine.. why would you think there's something wrong".. but why the fuck does there always have ( Read more... )