its been crazy. ive been workin very much recently. have my cousin living with me now. thats been okay. different at least. really wierd, but into metal and doesnt smoke or drink (that often), and for the most part hes pretty damn cool. didnt know him before he got here, and hes the only family ive seen in years. wierd. eh. etting ready for shows ( Read more... )

this week has been fuckin nuts. it really has. its been good though, ive been able to hang out or at least see most of the people i care about this week though; eric S., Burnes, josh on sunday, steve and christian at wawa, Kev and andrew at work, lew, eric. so, it hasnt sucked completely. missing band tonight for work, damn schedule mix ups. its ( Read more... )

im getting my nose ring done soon. you think itll look okay?

havent been on the computer for a long time. just got over all this bullshit; a couple people i know are hospitalized, dying, or both. had work out the ass. think im going to graudualy stop things with ally, since im pretty sure that it wont happen.i say this all the time, until the next time i see her. well at least still be friends though. (apply ( Read more... )

past days have been tiring. I had a four day weekend from last thursday to sunday, where all i did was work and play drums. that was it. i was thinking about "resurecting" me and lew/eric M.s' old band Verboten (i know, gay band name)because me and lew got together on 2 of those days and it was fun, but I am thinking against it because 1.) ken ( Read more... )

bleh. its been long day. yesterday was nothing special. went to work and home, my god it was awesome, but not. the weekend was overall ok. Kev is getting a lot of his parts down hence the band is getting tighter. saturday was ok. the party was cool. it was nice to just be there and see friends. felt bad about myself not knowing tana was dead. god ( Read more... )

feeling pretty good right now. only downer is that i have work, but on second thought and telling myself not to bitch, it doesnt seem too bad. at least tomorrows practice; something to look forward to than going to work and coming home and playing xmen till 2am. yah. have this song idea built in my mind that ill pass tomorrow. see how that works. i ( Read more... )

had a good time at work last night. gamestop is a vast improvement over AA. woke up early this morning, took a shower, and went in my room. listened to this older song "rainbow in the dark, and it made me feel good in that corny way. (loser). fell asleep, woke up and saw the clock, and there was no way i would make school on time. it was the ( Read more... )

running on no sleep whatsoever. pleh. got home at 4, argued with me madre, didnt bother with sleep. at school now.

feeling alright i guess today. classes are alright. mornong went good. just feel like nothing is happening though. plans got cancelled with my friend Ally on the weekend, which sucks because ive been trying to make things work with her and the weekend plans might have helped there. so, i didnt get to hang out with anybody over the weekend. i feel ( Read more... )