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Chapter 019

Nov 08, 2009 16:58

[Fail!private]

... Souji-san. Akihiko-san. Ken-kun...

I... [a sound somewhat like a soft sob] I... do not want to see them like this. They...

I failed them.

[/Fail!private]

... Kaito-san? Would it be possible to talk?

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[[fail!private]] tickingheart November 8 2009, 22:08:19 UTC

Aigis-san? Are you okay?

[♣Action♣] vitative November 9 2009, 01:12:13 UTC

Kaito-san... I don't want you to hurt anyone else. Please believe me.

[♥Action♥] tickingheart November 9 2009, 01:53:38 UTC

[A sudden shrug]

No one gets hurt. It's a motto of.... ... [and ohgodtheticking he can hear the noise inside of him. And he collapses to his knees, shaking.]

I... I can't...

[☺Action☺] vitative November 9 2009, 02:04:30 UTC

[Follows him down.] Kaito-san! [She's terrified and that's obvious]

[Action] tickingheart November 9 2009, 02:11:40 UTC

[he laughs, once. It's a harsh, unfriendly sound]

Really? Kaito-san? I can't... I... I don't kno... please stop it. Please

[Action] vitative November 9 2009, 02:14:25 UTC

[She's silent, shaking. Waiting for what he'll do next.]

[Action] tickingheart November 9 2009, 02:24:37 UTC

[He doesn't know and he's shaking and he can't breathe and ohpleasestopitstopitSTOPIT.]

I don't know. I don't know. I... ..

[Poker Face. Come on. Poker Face.

But it isn't working because he's Kuroba Kaito, he's not Kuroba Kaito, who is he? Please.]

Please. I'm... I'm sc...

[Action] vitative November 9 2009, 02:30:06 UTC

[She reaches out, just a little, for his hand]

Don't be afraid.

[Action] tickingheart November 9 2009, 02:44:03 UTC

[He glances up at her, blue eyes scared but strangely blank.]

Aigis... -san? I. I don't wan...

[and memories are flashing through his mind, little things, like meeting Aoko for the first time, or the way his father smiled when he did a magic trick right, or his mother's brilliant laughter and the time she actually chased him around the house with a fish, or the way Nakamori-keibu's face turned bright red the time he accidently flipped Aoko's skirt in front of her father. School, and friends, and birthdays, and deathdays, and magic, and KID. And his father and Aoko.

And he won't, can't give that up.

And the sound of ticking that always always follows him, and the circles inside of his eyes that track faces and movement, and reaction times so fast they are beyond human recognition and data and he needs more data.]

... don't know.

[Action] vitative November 9 2009, 02:47:49 UTC

... [quiet] You started out as Kaito Kuroba-san. You have changed, Kaito-san.

... I did not befriend Kaito Kuroba-san.

[she's trying so so hard]

Re: [Action] tickingheart November 9 2009, 02:56:07 UTC

I'm... not supposed to... be...

[and he's huddled on the ground and he's forgotten to breathe for a while but it doesn't matter, doesn't matter.]

'm scared.

[Action] vitative November 9 2009, 03:02:02 UTC

... Do you think it changes who you are?

[Action] tickingheart November 9 2009, 03:14:26 UTC

[He glances up at her, suddenly confused.]

Who I am? I...

[he's not Kuroba Kaito, right? There's only one Kuroba Kaito, and.... ... ohpleasestopithurtstothink]

... don't know. I'm... I'm supposed to be...

[Action] vitative November 9 2009, 03:16:57 UTC

You.

[He's supposed to be him, whoever he is. Not Kaito Kuroba. Him. At least... that's what Aigis thinks.]

[Action] tickingheart November 9 2009, 03:21:39 UTC

I'm... I'm supposed... to be Kuroba Kaito.

[Action] vitative November 9 2009, 03:23:20 UTC

You were intended to be Kaito Kuroba.

You are supposed to be you, Kaito-san.

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