I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

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The battle of head versus heart is excruciating. Which is the right one to follow? My head which is trying to protect my heart? Or my heart, my heart that is falling hopelessly... leading me into a dead end... walking me head first into a brick wall? I wish I could say my vision is blurry-- that I'm blinded, but I can see so clearly it scares me. I ( Read more... )

1)it's hard to wait around for something ( Read more... )

i bitch a lot
but i LOVE my life
& my friends.
even when theres drama

so tired 5 am bedtime
i love music
partying is my new favorite hobby

i would die without my friends
i cried a lot today
my dad had a diabetic attack today
& im so sick
i wish i had someone to be
here for me. like him.
only him.
babysitting tonight...$$$$
watching chasing liberty now
just got a shower!
woohoo for me actually moving ha

woke up
tears streaming down my face
good dream not real
& elbow that hurts so bad
from the 3 shots i got in it

i cry to much lately.

i let it take over
if you need time away
i wont ask you to stay
but i dont wanna lose you
love is crazy
pretty baby take it real slow

a) i'm leaving this country cause of you even though ( Read more... )

this is now for the most part
a public journal
it will be very general but
if you are close to me you'll
understand anyways.

music is saving me recently.
so are Rachel & Taylor.

cat scan on my nose & shit tomorrow.
sweet. blood taken today.
tons of homework booo
& errands

sweet dreams lovely

She's a pretty typical teenager. Angry, insecure ( Read more... )

i used to be such a cunt
but my feelings rarely got hurt
now im a pretty sweet girl
& i got stupid so i let things
hurt me on the regular...
i just need to find my middle.

totally confused
@ a mind block.
im screwed on my flannel board story
i dont care.
oh well my back hurts...
i have to wake up early tomorrow and
actually shower.
im going to bed i think

le falto. tu está cambiando. esto me hace triste.