I went to San Luis this weekend. It was so happy and so sad. Its good to know that no matter how far removed I am from it, I still have a place in the world where I feel a sense of community. Its good to know that I have friends somewhere who support me. Its good to know that people there have my back no matter what. Its good to know that people ( Read more... )

You are intact, you turn
towards me, your eyes opening, the eyes
intricate and easily bruised, you open

yourself to me gently, what
they tried, we
tried but could never do
before . without blood, the killed
heart . to take
that risk, to offer life and remain

alive, open yourself like this and become whole

Fast Eddy died. I am sadder than I thought I would ever be, even though I knew this was coming.

I have been a weepy willow lately, but I realize now that is okay. the "bad economy" that everyone has been talking about has finally caught up with me, and I am scared, big time. It just means I have to give myself a few budget cuts...no more buying fancy goat cheese or blowing 50 bucks at the bar. It will work out, but man, what a scary time we ( Read more... )

My job is so funny.

By the way, Ronnie Del-Where have you been all my life, because I have been dying without your wings!

My life is craaaazy. and brand new. and rediculous. I find myself in situations that make me shake my head in a good way. I went on a date with the nerd crush. It was aiight. We will see. I took him to Amber (sketchy smoky bar), he did okay. We saw the Fellini movie "Cassanova"...Donald Sutherland is a hott hott tranny. thats all.

My favorite part about working shows:
Hearing your favorite song by said artist just by muffled bass drum, etc. because you are downstairs in the cave and running up to jump around like the people who paid to see the show. (specific instance tonight: "Free Money" Patti Smith) It fucking rocks my socks.

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Things may be on the up and up folks.

I zoned out reading my book and came to at the end of the bus line on my way to work, hence was late. it was crazy, I have never done that before. This next 7 days is going to be one of the most stressful weeks of my life. send me some good thoughts,friends.