i just went through my DVR of the grammys and feel that the best performance of the night was by far, lil wayne and robin thicke, followed close by JT and TI.

incase you wanted to know!

tonights dr visit

"well, i can get you closer to 20/20 but its still not cleared up entirely. stop using the rx drops and come back on thursday"

la la

tonights doctor visit

"well, it looks a little better. but your eye is still resisting the medication and i don't like it. come see me on sunday"

i am still blind in my left eye.

i see my eye doctor every 3 days.

im on my third rx.

i am grateful he hasnt given up. i keep expecting him too.

but to be honest, im terrified.

beyond terrified.

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wheee. i hadnt been to one in eleven years. maybe its cause i listen to kroq in the morning now? i dunno. this was the first bill in a long time where i wanted to see most of the bands. i wanted to see all but 1. and then scott weiland solo? i was there ( Read more... )