Comments | viviboy: Rudeness

viviboy

Rudeness

Dec 14, 2009 23:13

I don't know what kind of affect the funeral had on me yesterday. During it, I had visions what would happen if I was in my cousin's shoes, like if someone close to me died like my sister or mom-- I'd probably be torn apart too. It was really sad seeing my uncle cry as he told the story of how he met my aunt and the hardships he faced in life, like ( Read more... )

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lipglossqueen December 15 2009, 08:30:54 UTC

i miss my contacts =( some lady told me the other day that my face is lovely and my makeup is flawless that its a shame i have to wear glasses =/ booo me.

ive always wanted to be able to attend my own funeral. see who comes, what they say.. ive been called morbid because ive told people that they are invited to my funeral. =] maybe its kinda sick, but ive thought a few times that i should have died in high school while i was at my so called "peak" in life. no bills, worries, stress or work. and had more friends to come to my funeral. i dont wanna die alone. ugh, im such an emo kid i disgust myself.

viviboy December 15 2009, 19:10:52 UTC

Why can't you get them again? I'm getting them for the comfort, look, and my doctor said that I should since my lenses are getting thicker.

I'm kinda the same way. I haven't invited people, more like, I tell them I'm about to die and we should prepare for it or I say it's alright, I think I'm ready. I don't wanna witness my own funeral tho, it'd be a disappointment :/ But you're not emo, then that makes me emo, and I refuse to be emo >:[

lipglossqueen December 16 2009, 18:50:51 UTC

i could get them, i just dont have the money to spend on them XD im still using glasses from like 5 years ago. i need a new prescription BAD. im really bad with my contacts though <.< i tend to be too tired or lazy to take them out at night and have been known to sleep in them <.< and since i dont ever want to open a new pack every 2 weeks to change them like you are supposed to i try to stretch it out and make them last as long as possible...

viviboy December 16 2009, 23:19:04 UTC

I did that too when I had my 30 day usage ones. But I dunno, I don't think I can survive a prescription that's 5 years old because my eye sight is really that bad. I'm hoping my parents can help me pay for refills on lenses tho-- I really like contacts and the escapism from frames :)