i've got endometriosis, so that time of the month is hell for me. (basically, i am crippled if i don't get pain killers, and even with them, i can barely function due to the pain. got mine this morning actually, so i'm really not keeping it together, so if thoughts are a little scattered)
i kind of keep my disordered behaviour though. during my period most of what i eat goes through me as if i'm on laxatives (yea, gross) and even though it hurts, i binge even more on bad foods i know will make me sick.
so really, my period just makes my ed worse, because most of it is making myself sick on purpose. =( but i can't exercise, so i think it evens out the potential for extra weight loss. the not being able to stand and walk properly kinda stops that happening.
arg, sorry for my long winded complaining..=( and i totally want cheesecake now....yum indeed. *wonders if i could get real NY cheese cake sent to australia....*
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i kind of keep my disordered behaviour though. during my period most of what i eat goes through me as if i'm on laxatives (yea, gross) and even though it hurts, i binge even more on bad foods i know will make me sick.
so really, my period just makes my ed worse, because most of it is making myself sick on purpose. =( but i can't exercise, so i think it evens out the potential for extra weight loss. the not being able to stand and walk properly kinda stops that happening.
arg, sorry for my long winded complaining..=(
and i totally want cheesecake now....yum indeed.
*wonders if i could get real NY cheese cake sent to australia....*
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