this is when i don't know whether to go to sleep and get up eearly to study and write an article, or whether i should tough it out and continue to procrastinate and then eventually get this nonsense done when i'm half asleep. i can't focus.

i want a rabbit tattoo. but where?
i've been drawing rabbits all night.

i dreamt i finally arrived in finland, and once i got off the plane, i cried at the beauty of it, but i awoke a moment later.

i'm constantly feeling my ability to feel anything (good) drain away. i feel my emotional connections drifting and i keep straining to hold on to them like the strings of slowly elevating balloons just out of reach. but when i think about it, my heart tugs to remind me that it's still there.
my mind is always eager to leave me .and others.

mr. gallo is a genius

my dreams seem to contain the motif of the interstate, the freeway.
atleast once a week.

i feel better after having gone to an actual party and getting comfortably intoxicated. it's nice to see everyone in a different setting. and stuff. but it's really sad muffin is leaving. so weird. but it's good he's doing something. apartment/job/school. that's what needs to be done. random that it ended up being in boston. haha. poor rob passing ( Read more... )

so, it's christmas.
i'm just waiting for new year's.

so i finally got myself a clockwork orange poster. it's really big and i love it. i never buy posters, soo it means a lot to me. my favorite movie.
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