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i think i'm finally begining to realize that i can't handle all the stuff i get involved with. last night was very emotional for me. i've been trying to go to bed but it was very difficult to last night. so i went to school and people noticed and yeah i tried to hide it but that didn't work. i had a bagel in 2nd period cause we had a party so during lunch time i didn't eat anything. 8th period, i had two pieces of chocolate and went to take a drink of my water except it was gone. then afterschool i sat on the floor and waited for people to go to track and then we began walking out the door and the floor wouldn't stop moving. then i leaned against the wall and either fell or slid down. no idea, i didn't pass out though, i just got way too dizzy and couldn't stand. it was kinda scary. then i got up and went to track and took it easy. then i went to work. and that was my day. i have no idea why that happened but yeah it did. i think i should try taking it easy now. easier said than done.