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I feel like complete shit, I'm sorry.
If you read this, please don't get mad at me ..
For some reason, I feel like I'm a bad friend. I don't know why, but I just do. Some of my bestest friends don't even consider me atleast one of their best friends anymore, and it really hurts, I still think all of my friends are my bestest friends but when I hear that one of my bestest friends say that they no longer consider me a best friend it feels like someone took a knife and repeatedly stabbed me in the heart. All of my friends mean so much to me, I'd do everything for them, I guess I'm not doing good enough. This has been bothering me for a while, I just didn't feel like mentioning it 'cause I thought I'd sound stupid or something. I just don't know what to do anymore, like .. what can I do better? What am I supposed to do? I don't really want you to feel bad for me, I just .. want you to tell me what I can do better for you to consider me a best friend again ..
.. I Love You ..
Do you hate me?
I'm sorry .. please forgive me ..
If you read this, please don't get mad at me ..
For some reason, I feel like I'm a bad friend. I don't know why, but I just do. Some of my bestest friends don't even consider me atleast one of their best friends anymore, and it really hurts, I still think all of my friends are my bestest friends but when I hear that one of my bestest friends say that they no longer consider me a best friend it feels like someone took a knife and repeatedly stabbed me in the heart. All of my friends mean so much to me, I'd do everything for them, I guess I'm not doing good enough. This has been bothering me for a while, I just didn't feel like mentioning it 'cause I thought I'd sound stupid or something. I just don't know what to do anymore, like .. what can I do better? What am I supposed to do? I don't really want you to feel bad for me, I just .. want you to tell me what I can do better for you to consider me a best friend again ..
.. I Love You ..
Do you hate me?
I'm sorry .. please forgive me ..