So Megan, looks like you want to kill me, if you know what i mean...


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Yes, the topic for the evening is regret. I don't like to regret things. In fact, I don't regret anything, because every decision I've made has made me the person I am, right? WRONG. I fucked up big time. (And by the way, Stewy, you're an idiot ( Read more... )

what a strange night last night was. i fall asleep around midnight, expecting a regular night of restless sleep, and my phone rings sometime around 1am and its nicholas. so we talk for a little bit. and i finally fall back asleep. and then around 4:20 my phone rings and its Kody my old neighbor who moved to california. no biggie, hes just calling ( Read more... )

what an insane weekend. this is the shit i missed out on last semester ( Read more... )

saw an amazing movie tonight. "in america". i really reccommend it. i got in a fight with my sister before i saw it, and throughout the movie i couldn't help but think of her. the little girls in it had a relationship that reminded me of the way megan and i used to be. it was really emotionally draining thinking about megan and i on top of the ( Read more... )

once again, i walk away feeling empty.

i have literally slept the entire day and my eyes are so heavy i can barely open them. eat. sleep. eat. sleep. and now, i think i may be eating again soon ( Read more... )

damn. new years eve is long gone at this point. i really truly cannot believe that it's over already. however, this was one of the best new years eves ive had in a long time...aside from back in the day with jon and meggie, those were definetly above all the rest ( Read more... )

christmas and hanukah were both really relaxing and nice. i love my family so much. i am so lucky. i cannot wait for new years. we finally got a hotel and tickets so we are going to canada! im finally, hopefully, going to have a good new years since it is usually so diappointing. its the most built up holiday and i am always let down ( Read more... )

i cannot wait to see cody. i have been thinking about him a lot ( Read more... )