[FIC] My Love
Title: My Love
Author: vixenfreya
Pairing: akame
Genre: angst
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own nothing…
Summary: “I love you,” I whisper as I hold his hand close to my heart.
A/N: This is Jin’s POV over My Revenge.
- = - My Love - = -
- = - = -
Akanishi Jin
I look closely at his beautiful face as it contorts in pleasure and pain. His eyes are closed and his breathing is uneven as we reach the peak of our physical union. As he opens his eyes when our bodies separate, I smile at him gently and he smiles back. I really, really love this man in my arms. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted.
“I love you,” I whisper as I hold his hand close to my heart. ‘If only he can love me back.’ He just smiles and I immediately know that what had happened is not an act of love, at least on his part.
I felt my heart slowly shatters to pieces as I let go of his hand and settles down on his side, while he just sits there silently. The room once filled with moans of pleasure is now quiet. Only the sounds of their breathing could be heard.
“You really love Yamapi, don’t you?” I asked even though I already knew the answer. I was a stupid question and I know his answer will hurt me but…
“Are you gong to the stag party tonight?” He said instead of answering my question.
I took a deep breath before answering, “I should be there, he’ll be expecting me.” Even I can hear the pain in my voice.
“Of course, you’re his best friend.” There was a hint of sarcasm in his voice.
That’s when I realized what I just did. I just betrayed my most trusted best friend, all because of this beautiful man lying beside me, whom from the way my heart aches, owns me. My heart clenches as the guilt covers my heart.
Kazuya lies beside me and placed his head on my chest. I slowly comb his smooth hair with my fingers while thoughts rush down on me. ‘If it’s for this man, I’m willing to give anything and everything just to make him finally happy.’
I know that this man, Kamenashi Kazuya, the one I loved the most is in love with my best friend Yamashita Tomohisa, who’ll be marrying his family chosen fiancé in a few days time. I knew that Kazuya and Yamapi were and still was in love with each other but Yamapi gives up his love for Kazuya because of his parents will.
I got mad at Yamapi at one point. He is killing the man I love the most but I don’t blame Yamapi for his decision though if it was me, I would never give up on my love. I’ll never give Kazuya up, even if it’s the last thing I would ever do.
I look down on that beautiful face once again. I can remember how that face is covered up with tears and pain after my best friend broke up with him. At that time, I can do nothing but be there at his side.
I remained on his side and comforted him. I loved him ever since I’ve met him and it breaks me to see my love vulnerable and broken.
I know that the chance of him loving me is quite small and might be impossible in some point. He dedicated his love to my best friend for some time now but I’m not letting him go after this. I’ll do my best for him to love me.
My thoughts are interrupted when the door suddenly burst open, revealing my best friend. Kazuya did not move while I stare at Yamapi with shock. I may be in love with Kazuya and am not willing to let him go but I do not intend for my best friend to know about it this way.
Yamapi just stood there; jaw tightens as he stares at us. His best friend and the one he loved dearly naked beside each other.
I saw pain and anger in his eyes. Yamapi closes his eyes as he turns his back on us, slamming the door so hard, making me realize what just transpired.
I saw Kazuya look at me before looking back at the door.
In that fleeting moment, I understand that he planned all of this to get back at Yamapi. It hurts me more to know that despite everything that happened, my love is still in love with my best friend. It’s all written in that beautiful face.
But I’m not backing down now. Not after everything that happens. Not after I’ve tasted what it feels like to hold him in my arms and kiss him and make love to him.
I’ll make him mine; I’ll definitely make him happy.
- = - = -
A/N: Are you going to kill me now? Yes. This is Jin’s POV on what happens in My Revenge. The sequel guys, is in progress and will have a different title. I hope you can still bear with me. As ever comments are loved and definitely appreciated. Sometimes, words of encouragement is a good booster.. *wink *wink LOL Thanks for reading! Ja ne!
Author: vixenfreya
Pairing: akame
Genre: angst
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own nothing…
Summary: “I love you,” I whisper as I hold his hand close to my heart.
A/N: This is Jin’s POV over My Revenge.
- = - My Love - = -
- = - = -
Akanishi Jin
I look closely at his beautiful face as it contorts in pleasure and pain. His eyes are closed and his breathing is uneven as we reach the peak of our physical union. As he opens his eyes when our bodies separate, I smile at him gently and he smiles back. I really, really love this man in my arms. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted.
“I love you,” I whisper as I hold his hand close to my heart. ‘If only he can love me back.’ He just smiles and I immediately know that what had happened is not an act of love, at least on his part.
I felt my heart slowly shatters to pieces as I let go of his hand and settles down on his side, while he just sits there silently. The room once filled with moans of pleasure is now quiet. Only the sounds of their breathing could be heard.
“You really love Yamapi, don’t you?” I asked even though I already knew the answer. I was a stupid question and I know his answer will hurt me but…
“Are you gong to the stag party tonight?” He said instead of answering my question.
I took a deep breath before answering, “I should be there, he’ll be expecting me.” Even I can hear the pain in my voice.
“Of course, you’re his best friend.” There was a hint of sarcasm in his voice.
That’s when I realized what I just did. I just betrayed my most trusted best friend, all because of this beautiful man lying beside me, whom from the way my heart aches, owns me. My heart clenches as the guilt covers my heart.
Kazuya lies beside me and placed his head on my chest. I slowly comb his smooth hair with my fingers while thoughts rush down on me. ‘If it’s for this man, I’m willing to give anything and everything just to make him finally happy.’
I know that this man, Kamenashi Kazuya, the one I loved the most is in love with my best friend Yamashita Tomohisa, who’ll be marrying his family chosen fiancé in a few days time. I knew that Kazuya and Yamapi were and still was in love with each other but Yamapi gives up his love for Kazuya because of his parents will.
I got mad at Yamapi at one point. He is killing the man I love the most but I don’t blame Yamapi for his decision though if it was me, I would never give up on my love. I’ll never give Kazuya up, even if it’s the last thing I would ever do.
I look down on that beautiful face once again. I can remember how that face is covered up with tears and pain after my best friend broke up with him. At that time, I can do nothing but be there at his side.
I remained on his side and comforted him. I loved him ever since I’ve met him and it breaks me to see my love vulnerable and broken.
I know that the chance of him loving me is quite small and might be impossible in some point. He dedicated his love to my best friend for some time now but I’m not letting him go after this. I’ll do my best for him to love me.
My thoughts are interrupted when the door suddenly burst open, revealing my best friend. Kazuya did not move while I stare at Yamapi with shock. I may be in love with Kazuya and am not willing to let him go but I do not intend for my best friend to know about it this way.
Yamapi just stood there; jaw tightens as he stares at us. His best friend and the one he loved dearly naked beside each other.
I saw pain and anger in his eyes. Yamapi closes his eyes as he turns his back on us, slamming the door so hard, making me realize what just transpired.
I saw Kazuya look at me before looking back at the door.
In that fleeting moment, I understand that he planned all of this to get back at Yamapi. It hurts me more to know that despite everything that happened, my love is still in love with my best friend. It’s all written in that beautiful face.
But I’m not backing down now. Not after everything that happens. Not after I’ve tasted what it feels like to hold him in my arms and kiss him and make love to him.
I’ll make him mine; I’ll definitely make him happy.
- = - = -
A/N: Are you going to kill me now? Yes. This is Jin’s POV on what happens in My Revenge. The sequel guys, is in progress and will have a different title. I hope you can still bear with me. As ever comments are loved and definitely appreciated. Sometimes, words of encouragement is a good booster.. *wink *wink LOL Thanks for reading! Ja ne!