last night my best friend came over feeling kind of down so of course being the young irresponsible people we are we drank her problems away! I know that drinking isn't the answer but it sure is fun to get drunk and make a complete ass out of yourself when your friend is feeling down. Yesterday morning i woke up to me screaming from this really bad ( Read more... )

my freedom finally came at eleven o'clock at night oh how wonderful it was! I was getting ready to go to sleep because boredom had consumed me when suddenly there was a knock at my front door and when i opened it i found my bestest friend in the entire world standing on the other side it turned out to both our disappiontment that she wasn't alien- ( Read more... )

I don't want to alarm anyone but if i'm not let out of this apartment anytime soon i'm gonna unleash so much fury! ive come to the conclusion that i need new friends mine suck so very very much! Don't get me wrong I love my husband with all my heart but sometimes a person needs out of the house which brings me to my point on me needing new friends, ( Read more... )

I live in this little town by the name of Haltom city and if you have never been here then you should count yourself lucky because Haltom is one of those boring cities that only old people seem to like. Everything here closes at nine o'clock at night I mean you tell me what kind of places do that aside from may-berry? well on another note my aunt ( Read more... )

I got some sad news today from my sister i was informed that this guy i went to high school with passed away, i barely even knew him but i was good friends with people who did.I feel so badly for all his friends and especially his family. You didnt have to know him very well to see that he made a huge impact on those around him. I can remember ( Read more... )

well a lot has changed since i last wrote on this thing lets see.......... josh and i broke up got back together and now we are married. we have moved a total of 3 times. and my over all attitude has changed dramatically im not so fucking depressed anymore! joshie now works at home depot yep he is now a card holding red neck, its quite cute if you ( Read more... )

Today really really blows. I cant exactly say what brought on this mood maybe its my friends,or my boyfriend. I dont know its probably everything. I wish i knew why he acted like he hates me so much ive tried asking him and all he ever says is he doesn't hate me he loves me but actions speak louder than words. i know that hes stressed out about ( Read more... )

i love my joshie

Its 1:01 in the morning and I don't feel good. Life sucks big ass! My friend michael came over last night to see erik. Michael is annoyingly in love with erik eeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww! Anyways my apartment is starting to stress everyone who lives here out, Their being really big dicks their policy is fucked! I really think josh is starting to distance ( Read more... )

its 4:10 in the morning and ive got so much shit on my mind. i feel like my head is going to explode! I dont feel all that wonderful right now because im getting sick. I hate being sick. Im not to sure if im going to like having a on line journal. I hate it when people know about me or try to figure out what im thinking I try to be as private as I ( Read more... )