I am in a ridiculous state of joy and wonder ( Read more... )

Traveling alone is like inadvertent meditation. There is so much time to shut up and turn inward that you can't help but get all introspective and contemplative. I'm just thrilled that it's such a good feeling to do that these days ( Read more... )

Religion has this indefinable yet tenacious hold on us as human beings. So tenacious, in fact, that we will never cease to believe that something is out there. The universe is a big fucking place. If we feel we are alone, we feel we are abandoned, useless, and redundant ( Read more... )

I am having drinks with Paul on Friday ( Read more... )

I paid the bar tab, met him outside, kissed his cheek and said goodnight. Then I walked away and didn't bother to look back. I walked home at 10 PM in the cold and made it through my front door where I promptly collapsed in a heap and cried for 10 minutes, then stared off in a silent stupor for another 20 until I heard my roommate's key in the lock ( Read more... )

Greetings from Detroit, MI. Land of a huge downtown metropolis that contains almost NO people after 8 PM and becomes a creepy ghost town. All that's missing are the abandoned cars and occasional straggling zombie ( Read more... )

Man. Happiness is so gradual. It's so easy to get caught up in yourself, others, your job, your imagination... and totally forget about having fun. What else is life about? Honestly, it's about fun, but it's also about survival and learning the value of life in order TO HAVE fun. Being alive is pretty fun. But oh my god, shouldn't we be smart about ( Read more... )

I'm stuck in bed trying to rest and get 100%. If I go running, I'll just wear down my immune system more. Or maybe I'm just being lazy today. Either way, I'm gonna eat food and watch movies ( Read more... )

I feel like beating the shit out of married men, and any other man who think with his penis and nothing else. I want to kick them in the balls and watch them writhe on the ground. Your words don't mean anything. Don't try using logic... you sound like a fucking idiot.

You wanna play that way?

Ok then.

FUCK. YOU.

Feast or famine. Every time ( Read more... )