yesterday at work i bought a cute hat for the baby. it was $1.00 on sale. but anyways i have to work today from 1-9:30. and then i dont work again til next wend. but monday i have a doc apt ( Read more... )

today is adrians birthday hes 22!!! lol he thinks hes old. i told him at least he has a young wife. i made im a nice dinner with candles, and roses and fake wine. it was nice. i even managed to make a table our of putting two tv trays togehther. (since we dont have a table yet) and oh yes our preety lawn chairs. anyways it was very nice, just the ( Read more... )

Worked yeasterday 1-9:30 it was really slow and boreing. today i dont work and i think that i am going shopping with jo. Fri i work again from 5-9 and then i have the weekend off. i think that sunday im going to the auto show i think that the last day. anyways have to go adrian has waited all year for it. Other than that nothing new ( Read more... )

if you want to see pictures of lucy (my puppy) you can view a slidshow that i made
go to
http://photos.yahoo.com/vkemerson

and click on slidshow!

Didnt do much this weekend. went to a party on sat. for one of adrians friends just had a baby. not really fun at all because everyones romanin and so theres really no one to talk with. so we got hom late and then sunday went to my moms house so i could pick up some thing i need for my passport. no plans for today damn its cold outside! prolyl ( Read more... )

01: What is your first memory of me ( Read more... )

well i am feeling alot better now. talking more to adrian about how i am feeling and everything. i think that mostly i am just scared. i worry everyday every min about the baby is he going to be okay i just want his to be healthy and okay. im already thinking about him being at my age, and hes not even born yet. im trying to convince my sister to ( Read more... )

Today i woke up, and i had just relized the reality of my life. it seems like i havnt been living my life its all just been a dream and all of a sudden i woke up. i dont feel like my self anymore. i feel i have been a machine not shareing my feeling with anyone. even the ones closest to me. and i have eben shutting out everything. im not sure about ( Read more... )

feel asleep bofore midnight last night. and i worked at 9 this morning. but other than that i had a good new years. hope that everyone had a good new year!

it really pisses me off how people can be so damn immautre somtimes ( Read more... )