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Name: Rowan Hawes
Gender: Female
Age: 18
Section I --- About Yourself
Favorite color: Deep dark red
You love: Snow, kimonos, hot baths, classical music, violins, tiaras, silk gloves, cravats, top hats, wine, port, vanilla flavoured cigars, jelly beans, the smell of woodsmoke, waking up and finding it snowed in the night, people who can think for themselves, cats, christmas carols, watching top gear, political humour, chocolate, perfume, underwear, motorbikes, philosophical conversations, debating and public speaking.
You hate: Spiders, being woken up early for no reason, people who invade your personal space, summer, migraines, flies, dolls, clowns, department stores, bungee jumping, people who talk to fill in the silence, people who can't think for themselves, the circus, most disney films, growing old, cheap alcohol and little children screaming in public
Good qualities you think you have: Independence, self confidence, organisation, cultured, enigmatic, individual, intelligent, perceptive, analytical, charismatic, knowledgeable, ambitious, resourceful, quick thinker, perfectionist, charming, good liar, complex, strong sense of justice, patient, practical, determined, conservative, well mannered, eloquent, not strongly affected by other peoples suffering as I pride my ability to make objective judgements based on reasoning, more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy, considered almost fearless by some people, I do not feel nervous in social situations and I have a good impression on what others think of me.
Bad qualities you think you have: Overly analytical and perceptive, I take my perfectionism to a whole new level, proud, dramatic, unsympathetic, conceited, apathetic, critical, uncompromising, a tendency to think too highly of myself and look down on others, stubborn, condescending, flippant attitude to other people, arrogant, coldhearted, I have often been told that I have a superiority complex, cruel sense of humour, a tendency to over think things, sadistic, changeable, tendency to go insane if I lose my temper, megalomanical tendencies, manipulative, bossy, snappish, domineering, holds ridiculously high standards, unpredictable, supercilious, control freak, I hate people standing up to me, paranoid, insomniac, uptight, trust issues, obsessive compulsive, selfish, materialistic, self absorbed, naracassistic, pessimistic, judgemental, psychotic (but only rarely since it is almost impossible to push me that far), apparently I enjoy setting people at each others throats, less concerned with the needs of others than with my own, I hold the belief that a certain amount of deception is necessary in social relationships, I am unwilling to reveal the whole truth about myself to others, guarded in new relationships, vaguely patronising, not particularly fond of helping others as requests for help tend to feel like an imposition on my time, I tend to be viewed as arrogant by others as I feel superior to those around me, bad at cheering other people as I tend to analyse the situaiton with my insufferable and indeed endless logic rather than offering any human comfort, I tend not to express my emotions openly and am indeed sometimes not even aware of them, I dont usually reach out to others, people perceive me as distant and reserved, I feel enraged when things do not go my way, I feel bitter and resentful if I think I have been cheated and my friends describe me as neurotic ♥
If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? ... My overly dramatic tendencies, although it is getting rare for me to be so ... flamboyant it can still occur.
Section II
Are you outgoing or shy? People tell me I am outgoing, I would rather hold the view that I speak when I have something productive to say and keep silent when I dont
Kind or mean? ... I'm not a kind person by nature, and if I am kind its generally either because I want to make a good first impression or because they have something I need.
Gentle or rough? I have an abrasive personality, I don't tend to get close to people and I definately have problems trusting others.
Mature or immature? Mature to a point where its almost scary
Careful or impulsive? Careful, I find if you tend to act on impulse you might regret it later, I hold the view that it is better to think things through.
Do you prefer solitude or being with a big group of people? Both but at different times, I am eprfectly happy with my own company and doing my own thing, I have often been described as being "too independent" but I like socialising, especially if I've had a bit to drink ♥
Do you get jealous easily? No, I dont see anything to be jealous of.
Are you patient or impatient? Patient, it takes quite a lot to get me angry, although I might snap at people, I dont get really angry unless I am properly pushed.
Section III-- Put yourself in the world of Vampire Knight.
How would you choose to "eliminate" your enemies if you had any? Use an assasin, so that no one would be able to pin the blame on me, foresight is an amazing thing ♥
Would you use someone in order to get what you want? Yes, I do manipulate people but subtly so they think they're the ones doing it, I would only obviously manipulate someone if I was desperate to get what I wanted.
What is your ideal weapon? A long thin samurai sword ♥
Do you believe that vampires and humans can coexist? It would be a bit of a problem as one needs to feed off the other and inevitably this leads to problems ♥
How would you express your love to the one you love? As stated previously I am sometimes not even aware of my own emotions and I am extremely bad at dealing with them, preferring to bottle them up until they go away. I probably wouldn't say anything and wait until it passed, no one has ever known whether I liked them or not, it just seems easier that way.
Section IV
If you could become one character in Vampire Knight, who would it be? Kaien I like characters with a serious but also a more easygoing side
Anything else you'd like to tell us about yourself? No thank you ♥