Okay, so I feel horrible.
Or at least I was.
He said he liked me "as a friend."
I was totally crushed... sad... whatever.
I feel so unloved.
I thought... well, I guess it wasn't true anyhow.
I'm such a loser.
But I hope there's a better day tomorrow or on monday.
I can't act stupid anymore.

11:48pm
She writes:

Gaze up at the streetlights ( Read more... )

OH MY!!! It's back and it's more nerve racking than before!
Isn't that just great?
I'm so nervous for something so small.
GAH - save me!!!
New look on site... it's a bit blah but hey, it's better than before =].

I WANT:
40% NO snow day.
60% YES snow day.

love love love yous & him.<33

My Attempt At Writing An Xmas Poem.Stupid Colds ( Read more... )

I _____ Vanessa ( Read more... )

You know what is really bugging me at this moment?

BOYS

You know why?
It's because they can be SO stupid sometimes.

At first when you're with them ALONE, they can be a GREAT friend.
Next they can start kicking snow at you.
Isn't that just peachy.

Like, I know he likes me.
He even told me himself
&

infront of A friend.But today, made me see ( Read more... )

So today was good.
I went to Alice Fazoolie's or something along the lines of that.
There's alot of cheese in their food.
My tummy hurts now.
thinks:
Good thinking Vanessa, eat the cheese cake when YOU KNOW that you can't tolerate cheese.
But I couldn't be rude to Yee Yee.
She was paying for my lunch.
ENDThat pasta had alot of pepper ( Read more... )

( banner & Hollis Loves Me <333 )

As he sat down with his hands in his pocket and made the saddest face in the world, he didn't want it to happen this way as she laid there. "She didn't mean to" said the mother. "I know but she left and she said she wouldn't" he thought as he grabbed his coat. He didn't want this to happen. A walk, that's all he needed to freshen up. The words ( Read more... )

Everything is better and I know it's going to end soon. But I'll suck it up as much as I can so I don't feel so guilty at the end. So anyways, today wasn;t that bad. I wasn't doing much, you know... hang out with the guys. I felt so surrounded by testosterone, hilarious really. Finished up more on the english assignment. It felt so weird to ( Read more... )

OMFG!!!They accepted my picture!!!

I hope being upset is perfectly fine. I miss him, even though we're still friends. People keep on asking if I still like him. I don't want to say "yes" so I deny it. I deny everything possible so they will think that. But it's there, I know it is because

i still miss him
so much.


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