i'm a lazy lover ( Read more... )

okay ( Read more... )

i don't want her to be gone. my beautiful colorful insane erratic princess.

fuck everyone and their stupid human emotions and fuck me and my stupid ideas and fuck chemistry and everything it complicates and fuck florida for melting everything i built around myself in these seven months and fuck tj for everything i've sacrificed for his ungrateful little ass since september and fuck andrew for ever mattering and fuck words ( Read more... )

i'm giving up livejournal. this website has been a part of my life for over four years. i remember starting it, i was 13, had a billie joe armstrong background and my greatest aspiration in life was to time travel back to 1977 and get to sid before nancy did. now i'm 17 and starting life. livejournal has veritably ruined my life a few times, ( Read more... )

okay i know for a fact that i went to high school with some future nobel prize winners and molecular biologists and quantum physicists or some shit so i would really like you all to know that if any of you scientist fucks comes up with a way to clone a human being or make someone be in two places at once i would appreciate a phone call. i'll give ( Read more... )

win win win win win win win win win ( Read more... )

here i am, a year after meeting you. six months after sitting on this same computer looking out at the same andover woods, writing different things but really not so different at all. it's real though. you're not gay, you're not crazy, you're not even in love with anyone else. i didn't hallucinate it, i'm not going to wake up, i'm actually ( Read more... )

the day i left sarasota i decided i wasn't going to cry anymore, that i wasn't going to be vulnerable, that i wasn't going to even look at any of the wounds on my body that made me weak. do you have any idea how unhealthy it is to not cry? it takes a damn strong person to keep everything in your chest but an even stronger one to let it go ( Read more... )

GIRLFRIEND TOMORROW!