i give too much shit a home in my heart and mind

[vodianovan]

She asks why I put up with her with that drawl that means she's about to be thrillingly, decadently drunk. I just laugh and pour another round because I have no fucking idea. Maybe because in spite of the imperfections this is a pleasingly perpetual toleration. She's never properly here and therefore can't leave me. When your nearest and dearest

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[k_moennig]

[vodianovan]

[sullen_mullen]

this was almost as beautiful as you are.

[vodianovan]

You are awesome :-*

[akermanmalin]

Look, I'm not alone and I'm not lonely and I'm not desperate. I have lived with myself long enough to know the signs of pathetic scrabbling and that isn't what this is. I just feel fragile.

Someone's finally been able to put how I've been feeling these past few months into words. This entry felt all too familiar.

[vodianovan]

It's uncomfortable, isn't it? Like a loose tooth or something.

[akermanmalin]

That's the perfect analogy. A loose tooth that's uncomfortable but not loose enough to yank out without feeling a sizable amount of pain.

[shahi_s]

I want to say more than "you've got a great way with words" and sound like a cheap flirt but Gosh you do have a way with words so give me the time to reread this and I'll give you something more proper in turn since it's sure deserving of it.

[vodianovan]

I just have to say that this was pretty much the most adorable comment ever! Plus pretty much everything I say sounds like cheap flirting so never worry about that, I'll just feel like I'm in good company.

[amber_tam]

This was perfect. It echos some of the thoughts I've had recently and now I think segments are tattooed on my brain.

[vodianovan]

Brain tattoos sound awfully painful, I feel very apologetic now!

[amber_tam]

Perfect and painful don't go together so let's pretend that a brain tatoo would be orgasmic instead of cringe-worthy.

[vodianovan]

I am very fine with that much more comfortable sounding adjustment. Ooh, pretty scarf.