Comments | voice_rockage: Sick of cycles

voice_rockage

Sick of cycles

Dec 23, 2007 17:25

I'm sick and tired of over and over again coming to God for forgiveness because I've been living for myself instead of Him, only to immediately (or soon thereafter) go back to living for myself again. It drives me insane to realize that this keeps happening, again and again I keep wandering off. I feel like I should know better by now. How many ( Read more... )

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velour100 December 24 2007, 04:37:34 UTC

you know you're a human being, right?

voice_rockage December 24 2007, 07:30:11 UTC

yeah, i'm just exasperated with myself at the moment. Sometimes I need to just get this stuff out to remember how ridiculous it is to expect so much of myself.

velour100 December 24 2007, 13:53:56 UTC

that's good. i just think beating ourselves up is the true neverending cycle:
it's perfectionism!
we can't expect it, no one has ever done it, ever. so just BE.
you deserve that!

voice_rockage December 24 2007, 17:45:37 UTC

yeah, that's fair enough. how's life?

welahsister December 24 2007, 17:41:34 UTC

you are good and faithful...do not fear