Super slow computer.... no sudden movments.... that includes clicking more than one thing at a time... when you click, stop. don't move and have patience because i am thinking about what to do next... so so bad. need to fix ( Read more... )

I drove home for once and no ones here, worse is the spare key is missing and i can't get into the house. So i'm in the shed with the spiders. Mum shouldn't be far away as she took the dog and her smokes are still here. But she's taking her time! Grrr maybe she has uni and milo is just sleeping inside... Dunno but i found what i needed -Birth ( Read more... )

Ok. Well the newest is that I'm going to Singapore in 6 months. HOLIDAY!!!! YAH!!!! ...the suckyness is that i need to save lots of money and as everyone said unemployment is not the way to go soooooooooooo i'm putting up with it for a little bit longer, because i am making money there and i kinda half know what i'm doing, so when i do the long ( Read more... )

Holidays, what holidays? Working non stop ruins things. So sick of hospitality!!! Enough i say! Yeah i'm quiting it all going to find something 9-5 something different, something for the sain. before the insaity of reality eats me up!!!

Demons. I dreamt of really ugly and powerful demons. i was trying to get away as you can imagin. I was blaiming this all on the dog. Don't listen to talking dogs, anyway. The ugly guy caught me. And what did i do? i burst every blood vessle in his brain. I consentraited on that very thought, emptied my mind and filled it with blood, the monsters ( Read more... )

I've been sleeping. And dreaming as if i never was. So real, so much. last night i lived another life time. i remember little glimses tiny fragments of a world so far away but on top of me at the same time. Just there like a mirror vertion of me that i'm looking directly at but the picture is on an angle. Still in the dreamy world ( Read more... )

...waiting for trail vertion of World of Warcraft to install... Nice people at the net cafe let me put it on thier computer, didn't realise it would take this long but. Waitin waitin waitin twenty minutes later and it's half way!?! $$$ this is costin me $1 per ten minutes damn it! Oh well got 2 weeks to use it and abuse it. then probably bye ( Read more... )

Poker tonight. I'll probably loose all me money to the boys... they weren't to happy bout last week me thinks. lol oh well it's no biggy to me whether i loose or win, either way i'll be drinking!!! Josh might not be comeing, which i find a bit wierd. If Sams not there it'll be wierder, i don't know the guys there that well. Hear that Sam you have ( Read more... )

A long way away from here there is an island. Perfect in every way. A compleat oasis from the world. The water is a baby blue gentleness. The sand warm and comforting. Plants and animals grow and live on this island never seen by modern man (or woman) before, isolated they become their own. And natrually a helicopter lands and as most treasures are ( Read more... )

last night i found a black pond. it was silent and did not move. I sat down and looked into it's depths finally i reached out and skimed my hands through the surface, it shimered a pretty but disterbing silver. Something was floating towards me, i picked a pair of compleatly black sissors, black black black. [['I see a red door and i want it ( Read more... )