why do i do these things i do to myself

Jan 11, 2005 18:49

i think my personality has been changing ( Read more... )

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linepaintrjane January 12 2005, 01:44:43 UTC
hey, don't worry about it k...
i know where you are coming from with it all....minus the positive feelings towards a father figure. The big difference between why this is harder for you than me, is that you and your dad have an amazing relationship together. It truly is unique...therefore you have every right that could ever exist to not be yourself. It is only natural. So let it all go haywire...i won't hold it against you because i knew it would be different for you before he even left.
maybe some star watching and picnic-ing by the pond will do you some good when i get back. I'll recite shakespeare, or for your comic desire, The King Stag by moonlight.

love you 88

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voiced_sweetly January 12 2005, 02:56:33 UTC
yea i presume i have reasons to be cheerless and stuff...but not to shut out the entire world, particularly close out people who are trying to aid me through this. i feel really bad acting this way around you; for putting you through with it. me and my stupid ranting and tears and dumb LJ entries. whoa that just reminded me: "how i miss your ranting, do you miss my all time lows?" heck yes- metric. haha. anyway, thank you for listening to me and being here. gah, and that is soo cliché but i stand for it so incredibly much. And you were right about what you said today at lunch.. with that 1 person (not mentioning any names) who isn't trying to help me, but still i'm still all oh-so-nice to her and a little bitch to you. -sigh- i'm sorry. i'm going to strive harder to be mindful of what i'm doing and saying from now own. i love you like i love popcorn.
88 poopy

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pinkfirehydren January 12 2005, 13:16:58 UTC
senip amall is a weird word dont you think?...tehe

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voiced_sweetly January 12 2005, 13:35:57 UTC
HAHAHA it looks like it could almost be a real word too!
tnuc FOREVER
hah

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yosupb67 January 13 2005, 23:55:54 UTC
i bet you wish you were under the sea in an octopus's garden in the shade, eh? oh, and no worries about the snapping-like-rubberband-man either. lol, so anyway, have a nice day.

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voiced_sweetly January 14 2005, 00:45:52 UTC
ooo ooh have you been brushing up on octopus's garden!? i wanna hearrrrrrrrrr! :D

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