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Myers-Briggs - INFJ
Counselors have an exceptionally strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others, and find great personal fulfillment interacting with people, nurturing their personal development, guiding them to realize their human potential. Although they are happy working at jobs (such as writing) that require solitude and close attention, Counselors do ( Read more... ) -
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I will never get married again. That is why I was working so hard to save this one. In general, I don't believe in marriage. But I believed in him. How foolish -
Writer's Block: The Walking Dead
Samurai sword for close encounters, sawed off shotgun when I'm feeling particularly hateful and blood-thirsty, and some kind of automatic or semi-automatic weapon for everything else. -
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I failed. I failed to save my marriage, I failed to save my husband from being a morphine addict, I just failed period. I never should have gotten married. How could I be so fucking stupid, to let someone get that close to me, to actually believe there is someone in this fucked up piece of shit world that I could actually trust. How pathetic - to ( Read more... ) -
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I like answering this question.
The earliest event I can remember must have been when I was 4 or 5. My family and I were living in an apartment complex somewhere in Phoenix, I no longer remember the exact location. It is inconsequential. I had been playing in the little grassy area, which was surrounded by the buildings in the complex. I remember ( Read more... ) -
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It's the loneliness that gets to me the most. The silence. The meaningless repetition. I'm starting to wonder if I even remember what it's like to live with someone else - like this room in my parents' house, where I spent 14 years of my life, was the only room I'd ever inhabited. I had wanted to paint my walls black. They are a powder blue. I had ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes, if I'm lucky, I will come upon a passage in a random book that leaves me inexplicably stricken, and contemplative of what possible meanings could exist behind the words.
When did the body first set out on its adventures? After having ditched its old travelling companions, the mind and the soul, for whom it had once been considered a ( Read more... ) -
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I wish I was dead. Or had never been born. Adolescent, I know, but no one should have to live with this fucking stress and heartache and anxiety every god damn fucking day. It seems as though he has no sympathy or empathy for me - he is either indifferent or angry. I'm never going to be able to quit smoking like this. My life is in ruins. I keep ( Read more... ) -
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My husband ruined my hope and trust in most everyone. I allowed it to happen. Put too much trust in a good, but flawed man. The problem is that I seldom saw his flaws. But if I can't rely on him, how much moreso can I not rely on others, who may care for me even less? What is left to drive me when I have nothing left for which I can hope. My ( Read more... )