Hey do what you will with this.............it may be months before you realize this is here
anonymous
December 23 2005, 06:47:21 UTC
Well it has been about a year since that day, you told me you didn't want to try. Wow, I was so sad and at times I still get sad. I just don't understand what happened. I know I was controlling, and bugged way too much, but I can't believe you could just push the person you love out of your life. And like you have always said, "a drunk mans, word, is a sober mans thought." I believe that to be true, especially when I called you like 2 months ago and you claim to have been intoxicated and you told me, "Danny, if this is you I still love you." Hey I love you too, but I could never like you. You were so mean and acted like nothing hurt. But I soon learned, that alcohol was your relief. And there is nothing wrong with that, because I did grow very dependent to alcohol and vicodin, for a while, but then I got the hell over that. Well, I hope you are being safe and realizing that you can be Matt. Be you, not what everyone else around is. Just because they are pathetic and nothing else. Matt remember you were really smart and
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I will be home for a month in Sept. we really should catch up.
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