Someone tell me -- Is there anything worse than laying in bed for hours at a time just waiting to fall asleep when you know you have to be up later and will need the energy. Its unbelievable how shitty my sleep has been lately I hate it.

I had a long great post about how I've been feeling lately but lucky for me I got disconnected as I was submitting it so its gone. I can't re-type. Just think about a shitty situation multiply it by 10. Theres my fucking post.

Hey Planet earth!! Guess where I am? Iraq. Wonderful. Man I haven't been on Livejournal in forever. But its such a great site. Jeez I suck. I can't count on two fingers how many times I've abandoned this journal and attempted to return to it and start posting again. Well anyways, the great thing is not my whole "mental" network of friends is on ( Read more... )

Nothing good has happened. The shit pile continues to pile up.

how many times am i going to think i'm in love and think that i have it all figured out and be so sure about someone before its the right person... What I just said makes me sound like I fall easily but I certainly do not. I have a low tolerance for many things and tend to be very picky. And I have a very sensitive and strong gut that never steers ( Read more... )

Is caring really that coming in the human race? It's like everyone is expected to be upset about something so easily? What is wrong with me not caring... Its always a shocker to others to just see no emotion or reaction to other peoples emotions. I just don't give a fuck about anything. It doesn't make me a bad person or doesn't necessarily mean ( Read more... )

Life is full of so many games. I don't know why in the past I've ever portrayed anything to be a surprise. Full of surprises my ass. And what the hell is life has its ups and downs. Thats pretty much saying "Enjoy this but pretend like your not gonna be in a shitty situation soon after." Its all just so obvious too. No shit this isn't the life you ( Read more... )

   
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I just went to the movies here on base with Will, Shawn, and Ethan and we watched the longest yard. The movie with Adam Sandler playing football in prison. It was funny as shit. If you like the typical Adam Sandler movies I suggest you go see it.

you'll be jealous after you see this entry because my life is sooo gosh darn exciting. no not really. i'm still out here in twentynine palms california training to be a 7242. I graduate in 13 days though then go home for a month and after that its off to JAPAN> woo hoo... later thats all thats up