i hate being confused...

see, i like this person, who i'll leave unnamed, and i really don't want to, for various reasons. mainly because i'm scared i'll lose him as a friend. ahhh i don't want to like him, but this feeling just won't go away...

wow today was all over the place ( Read more... )

1. Copy this whole list into your journal ( Read more... )

as i promised, i'm back to rationalize my last entry! i just remembered something that i must have forgotten this weekend/when i wrote that entry. i need to just let it go, not hold onto it, otherwise i could spend my whole life hating the people who bother me. okay, that was my wonderful revelation. now i'm going to go back to being lazy.

<3 me

not in too much of a good mood lately.. i was kind of hoping that the EXTREMELY bad mood of yesterday would have worn off by today, but i was a little bit wrong. i'm not like i was yesterday, because i was kind of afraid of myself and how angry i was, but i'm still a bit agitated ( Read more... )

for once, it is the friday before a retreat weekend, and i'm not stressing out. poor colleenster though, she is, so prayers for her. but i'm on palanca, so no stress [as of yet] no palanca letters due, no posters [except for the one i made for colleen... shhh its a seecret] no last minute confession, no nothing. it's freaking awesome! i still need ( Read more... )

i'm kind of frustrated with people who think they're so great and they try to do stuff that other people do just so they can be even more great. i won't mention names, but it's kind of pissing me off.

hmm i don't really have anything good to talk about.. i have such a busy week ahead of me.. i'm gonna go get some homework done in advance now.

<3

well, today was pretty much a very good day.. last night colleen and jessica came over, we played a little ddr, watched some napoleon dynamite, and as always, ate food. a typical night for me n my girls.. but it was soo good to see jess.. i miss her :o( but yeah it was fun ( Read more... )

today was just a good day in general.. i really didn't do anything very important, and it felt good. and this weekend is going to be great because i don't have any real homework. no journal to worry about, no grammar due monday, no nothing. so it's niiice ( Read more... )

i wish everything would just go back to the way it used to be