* I hate my life, I hate the choices I make
* Why am I doomed to this fate?
* Someone please shoot for I wish not to live no more.
* just kill me and seal my fate.
* I am not alone but I am
* backs have been turned away from me
* help is no longer a reach away.
* I have nothing to offer this world anymore
* So crumble me up and throw me away.

When you think about a great friend you think of someone who could be there and for you and help you. I have noticed that I have many "friends". These are the ones that just only call when they need something or have no one else to hang out with and they are bored. I believe that great friends are really important and if you don't have any who do ( Read more... )

Just watched the movie butterfly effect (directors cut) and it got me thinking. Well first of all the movie has a messed up ending and whatever he does he cannot fix anything or help the girl he loves. At the end everyone was better off without him and he figured this out by taking his own life inside his mothers womb choking himself... well you ( Read more... )

Broken this fragile thing now ( Read more... )

Nothing has been going on. I am bored yes bored and very bored as a matter of fact.

Relationships. What does it mean to me now? Do I look forward to them now? My heart has been torn many times where I do not think it can be mended anymore. I don't have anything to look forward to. I cannot rely on people because I do not want to burden them with my problems. The statement is true that nice guys finish last and I am ready to think ( Read more... )

E3 was freakin amazing. Thats all I have to say right now in a couple of days I will post some pictures.

Well had a pretty event ful weekend ( Read more... )

Hey went to a bar last night and just hanged out with some people. Got to see Nan-Dawg (who I have not seen in a while) and went with leslie and some other friends. Good times with some beers except for when my friend called me. I feel bad for him he is having a hard time with family and feels like he is not needed. He is a great guy and he needs ( Read more... )

Last night was good. Got to hang out with leslie and we just sat around and talked and listen to music. Need to go to an Angels game. I think I have just had enough of things from people. I hate relationships, I hate work, I hate everything right now except for a couple of people. I have given this girl so many chances and it just does not change ( Read more... )