MY Lovely...
To Nikki...
please, don't leave... I don't want you to go... =*( please, don't go... I need you to be here... I need you to come over and surf with me and remind me to not be lame... and to eat twizzlers with and get in trouble and be my knight in shining armour when i have bad dreams... you're such a fucking monkey for leaving me! i know we've been through shit.. and i know, if you leave, we'll still be ok.. but I won't be if you're not here for me to talk to at the gym and go surfing with... I don't want to lose everyone... please... you can stay with me... and i don't care.. i will work my ass off to pay for medical school if you want to go to NSU... PLEASE! first Layne left me... and now you... i can't take this... i feel like i have no one without you... you're closer to me than my sister is... I will be so bored and sad and lonely without you.. and jason won't have anyone to make fun of and no more sleeping over jason's and making fun of gary watching star trek... there's no waves.. no water... no NOTHING! no me and you... and i'll hate that.. and my mom will get pissed cause atleast you stayed here more than i did,a nd my mom didn't feel like she didnt' lose a daughter but gained nikki! you know my mom would let you live here for free too... you pretty much do already.. what's the problem!? ugh! i want to scream at you and call you a monkey and then punch you in the face! dude, you're going to be SUCH a kook when you get back and you're gonna suck at surfing, and then i'm going to laugh at you cause it fucking served you right for leaving florida! but whatever...
i guess, thanks for making an online journal for me... and being sweet... i'll make you some pictures when i get the chance.. i use this weblog image thing where you can post pictures on here, i'll just give it to you and you can post them, if you want...
I love you with all my heart and soul and body... you're my nikki and i couldn't love anyone more...
sorry for the mushiness.. but you're my best friend and sister...
please, don't leave... I don't want you to go... =*( please, don't go... I need you to be here... I need you to come over and surf with me and remind me to not be lame... and to eat twizzlers with and get in trouble and be my knight in shining armour when i have bad dreams... you're such a fucking monkey for leaving me! i know we've been through shit.. and i know, if you leave, we'll still be ok.. but I won't be if you're not here for me to talk to at the gym and go surfing with... I don't want to lose everyone... please... you can stay with me... and i don't care.. i will work my ass off to pay for medical school if you want to go to NSU... PLEASE! first Layne left me... and now you... i can't take this... i feel like i have no one without you... you're closer to me than my sister is... I will be so bored and sad and lonely without you.. and jason won't have anyone to make fun of and no more sleeping over jason's and making fun of gary watching star trek... there's no waves.. no water... no NOTHING! no me and you... and i'll hate that.. and my mom will get pissed cause atleast you stayed here more than i did,a nd my mom didn't feel like she didnt' lose a daughter but gained nikki! you know my mom would let you live here for free too... you pretty much do already.. what's the problem!? ugh! i want to scream at you and call you a monkey and then punch you in the face! dude, you're going to be SUCH a kook when you get back and you're gonna suck at surfing, and then i'm going to laugh at you cause it fucking served you right for leaving florida! but whatever...
i guess, thanks for making an online journal for me... and being sweet... i'll make you some pictures when i get the chance.. i use this weblog image thing where you can post pictures on here, i'll just give it to you and you can post them, if you want...
I love you with all my heart and soul and body... you're my nikki and i couldn't love anyone more...
sorry for the mushiness.. but you're my best friend and sister...