I am currently in the "pissed Off" mood right now. Why the fuck did I move 3,000 miles away from my friends and little brother only to come here and not be able to do anything? They better let me go to Ali's party tonight or I'm gonna shit a brick. GOD!!!! I AM NOT A LITTLE KID ANYMORE, so I wish that people would stop treating me like one. ( Read more... )

hey guys!!!! My best-friend-in-the-whole-wide-world just created a new journal so check her out. Her username is JennC. Spanks!!!

Here I am, sitting in 1st period on Monday morning dreading the time when I will see my ex in the hall. It will be the 1st time I've seen him since I broke up with him on Friday. Will it be weird? What should I do? Should I smile? Or look straight ahead? I guess that I will decide when the time comes ( Read more... )

I feel really bad about something that my ex-boyfriend said to me and I can't stop thinking about it. I wish that I could take it all back and act like nothing ever happened.

Today was not a very good day for me. I broke up with my boyfriend and it was a really hard thing for me to do. I fell really bad, but who said that breakups were supposed to be easy? But anyways, I felt it was the right thing to do because when my head hits the pillow at night, it is not him who I am thinking about. I hope that we can still ( Read more... )

Goddamn it!! The volleyball thingy was cancelled. I am so mad cuz I was actually looking forward to going that! Anyways, we got report cards today and I did wicked bad. I am really mad at myself, but detertmined to bring up my grades because Boston College is calling me. Alrighty...my pillow calls. Goodnight for now.

I am really stoked about tomorrow! I hope that my guardians let me go up to UMASS to see the Atlantic Confrence Volleyball Semi-Finals! I would die!! But anyways, I am really happy because someone that I have been crushing on for a while is interested in me. (Ali, the person stays between you and me). If u wanna know, e-mail me and maybe if ur ( Read more... )

Thank God for Ali Cole. If it wasn't for her this year, I wouldn't know what I would do. She is like the most awesomest gurl here in Fitchburg, and I am so glad that I met her. She can't replace Jennifer, like my one and only soul mate, but I am glad that she is here to help me adjust to my new life.

Needless to say, I am having a much better week. I guess that I just have to move on with my life and get over myself.

This is a point in my life that I hope will never come again. I miss my friends in Colorado and my little brother. It is so hard for me. I have friends here, but it is not the same.