I'm at the psychologist right now, in her waiting area as she finishes with the couple before me, it's my second appointment and I had come to the conclusion that she always runs late, I don't mind as long as she doesn't cut my session short.
First session was with the hubs, she loooooved him. The clicked immediately, i knew I choose her (she's an old teacher of mine) because I could tell they were gonna connect and I really wanted rich to enjoy/want therapy... thing is back fired and after the first session she pretty much said that we had to work on ME and rich could come over every 2-3 sessions but the one who really needed the help was me.. no doubt in there.
I kinda wonder what we are gonna talk about today, I know where I wanna go to but I also know that in this kinds of settings what you thing would happen it's not gonna happen so yeah... but anxious about it.
I also agree I need to help to improve my relationshipS, to deal with my dad passing and to get ready for the new baby.
Pffft just wanna get over all this