Butterflies don't belong in nets

[voluptuary]

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like.

(I may reply to some; others I will leave to stand as they are.)

P.S. Don't be afraid. I will not judge you.

Comments

[anonymous]

I hate where my life is going. Even though it's going up and towards good things, it scares me. It scares me really bad, because I know that no matter what, I'm never going to be happy. I'm just going to be stuck in a rut, and there's just no other way for me to go except straight into it.

I keep on hoping I'll find something to make me feel differently, but nothing works, at least not for long. The worst part is that I know that most people would be thrilled to be where I am now. Me? I'm terrified.

I feel so trapped, like a prisoner on death row, and the only way to move is forward.

[anonymous]

I am stuck in a strange, secret story

[voluptuary]

I'm glad that it was long, anonymous friend. Thank you for letting it out, especially the "two bits" you've never revealed before.

Again, thank you. I appreciate it.

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[anonymous]

i don't think he loves me anymore. we don't talk. and most nights i cry, missing him. i used to text him to let him know i was missing him, but i don't anymore. not for months now. i want him to be happy, even if it's not with me...
and that is so hard sometimes.
but that is the only thing i'm unhappy with in my life now.
i'm doing better.

[anonymous]

I'm in love with a certain girl but I'm afraid I'll never be able to have her. There are things that keep us apart but I want more than I've ever wanted anyone before and I'm going to do all that I possibly can to make sure we are together in the end. My love for her is unconditional and I just want her to know that. I want her to be a part of my life for the rest of my life because if I don't have her in my life even as a friend I don't know what I'll do. I don't know if I'll be able to live. That's how attached I am. I hope you know who I'm talking about. Thank you for letting me post this.

[voluptuary]

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[anonymous]

Sometimes I wonder if I'm going to make it through the next few months without losing my mind. There is so much going on around me, and all I want to do is leave it behind. Very few people seem to understand that there's nothing for me here, now. And only one person seems to understand that I know exactly where I want to be. And if I don't get out there soon, away from my parents, out of their jurisdiction... who knows what I'll do.

It should be pretty obvious who this is since every time we talk this is what the end result of our conversation is (or at least the undertones of it).

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[voluptuary]

Saying "I can so relate!" or "Me too." just doesn't suffice.

But I don't know what else to say.

Thank you for commenting.

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[anonymous]

I can't keep doing this. Life just keeps going in a circle of no sleep, boring days, and long nights. I feel like I can't get past this rut and move on, that I'm stuck here. My career is going nowhere and every sign says "Dead End, dumbass."

L, you are amazing. I wish we talked more often. Our conversations are golden and without them... life would be hell. They make my days brighter.

J, I fucking love you. Life without you is unimaginable.

Why do I have a bad body image? Starving works but hunger hurts, brain.

I have so much to confess, but frankly I don't have the energy anymore.