It feels pretty good to be home and not have any homework to do! FINALLY I can read a book for my own enjoyment rather then to take tons of notes and memorize ( Read more... )

I just dont know what to think or do

who to believe

what to expect

I hate this not knowing

its bullshit

It's really over now

Yesterday I got so high all day that I lost all my motivation to move from my bed until about 11:30 at night. At that point I finally decided that I needed to stop lunching out by myself and take a drink ( Read more... )

So I woke up, updated my journal and went back to sleep, angry.

I was dreaming about ecstacy and then I woke up and he was standing over me

appoligising

I hope you choke

bastard

So Jeremy and I talked about everything and I am not worried about this summer at all. He is great ( Read more... )

I worked it out and I feel better now, but emotionally exhausted

I want this to work over the summer but I am SO SCARED

I really want this to work

So apparently me and Jeremy are in a fight
but I have never been in one before so I don't know what to do

this is confusing

Banquet was sssooooo much fun! I had fun dressing up and getting drunk with Jeremy and lots of my other friends. Some how I ended up with a suite that was twice the size of everyone elses.


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