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[von_bitch16]

Shelley, I'm sorry I haven't been here to talk to you. I'm not ignoring you I promise, I think my roommate used my computer and didn't put up an away message. I miss you I really do. And I will see you when I come home

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Chris the fish says

[screamneglgoeth]

here's some love

[shellbell2002]

Nicole, I just wish we talked more I really need you....you always seem to cheer me up when I am down....I miss you so much when are you coming home?
call me tonight please.....I love you!
Shell

[von_bitch16]

Shelley, I'm never around my room anymore and sometimes I forget to put up an away message. I'm sorry I can't be here everytime you need me. I try to, but you can't get mad at me if I don't answer an IM. YOu can call me too you know. I work tonight from 5-close so when I don't call you don't get mad and think that I am just not tlaking to you. I am really not into talking to anyone on the phone, and I haven't really called anyone, even Ashley. Don't take it personally. I'm trying to get my life in order. I want to be here for you, but I can't sit in my room all day and talk to people online. I need to be out of here because it depresses me more when I am in it.

[shellbell2002]

I am not mad Nicole.....I just think that we are in the same boat and it could help both of us to talk about it and get it off our chests....you know what I mean......I want to come see you and hang out but it seems like everytime I try to plan something it never goes thru.....I dont expect you to sit in your room and talk to me if it depresses you, but I have been feeling really depressed also....latly and thought it would be nice to talk to you and plan something for me to come out there so we can feel better(maybe drink away the pain)...I really need to get my life together also....I dont know what I should do I need Advise and I believe you are the one to give me the advise I need....I miss you girly so much.....I understand that you have to work maybe you can call me Saturday and I could come up there and spend Saturday night with you......I love you!
Dont think I am mad at you cuz I am not! I love you!
I dont know what to do with my shitty LIFE!!!
Much Love,
Shelley

[kernelpickle]

lol... I think you left out the part where you say "...and after that, we all got naked and explored each others bodies, in a pile on the floor."

[cece601]

and oddly enough You left out the part where you say..."with scoot" :)

P.S) Not to sound bitchey but playing devils advocate,,,,,everyone has there own lives, adn they cant always be ther eto cathc you when you fall, sometimes you need to stop yourself from falling. Its not that the peopson doesnt care, its just that at the point in time they cant even help themselvs, how could they help you.....besides, i also dont really think that ":drinking away the pain" is the best way to handle these kinds of situations, maybe thats cause i have never really been that big of a drinker, but i think there are better way to sort ouf life issues than to booze it up and forget till your sober and feel even worse than you did to begin with.......Just my insite....

I LOVE YOU MY STUBBY FRIEND!!!!! Monday night is still in the works.....ill let you know for sure....i have to make up a good excuse to not go in on tuesday:)

[shellbell2002]

ok....I dont expect nicole to help me completely but I know that she would say things that would make me think of other things instead of what is really bugging me....you know what I mean....I just need someone to talk to that sees things different because the arent me and they arent feeling what I am feeling......
But you are right with that drinking thing but I have no other ways of making this fucking pain go away but to talk to someone else and the people that tell me what i need to hear....have lives of there own...i know that i do....i just wish there was time for shelley.....you know how upset she is with the corey thing and i try to cheer here up as much as i can...I would love you if you ashley called me because I am sure you could do the same as nicole for a matter of fact i know you would tell me the same thing nicole would.....i dont know what to do no more its like i hit rock bottom