Pretty much all of my friends that I hang out with up here has a significant other. I feel like a 3rd wheel and I hate it. I'm starting to miss Corey again, that isn't good. I was doing better. I just hate hanging out with couples and sitting there getting to see everyone happy... Is there anyway to go back in time?? I don't like being lonely. God ( Read more... )

Not much to say.... I haven't talk to Corey in a week. Weird... I don't know, I've been ok though. It has actually been easy which is really surprising. They first few days were kinda rough but now I am ok. I just wish I knew if it matters to him at all.. But I guess I can't really be concerned about that because it doesn't really matter now does ( Read more... )

I told Corey I can't talk to him anymore. It doesn't feel right, but I'm miserable everytime I talk to him. He doesn't want me back and I miss him so much. When I was talking to him last night on the phone I told him that I was miserable and that whether or not we talk, I will be miserable either way. In response to that he was like well "Sorry, I ( Read more... )

I think my bed is infested with bugs.. I know how incredibly disgusting that sounds, but I have like a million little bites all over my body. I'm definatly washing my sheets today. SICK!!!! Well, Mike couldn't come up because his dad said he had to do some stuff for their business. So I hung out with Liz, Carrie, Jason (Liz's boyfriend) and Jon. ( Read more... )

Yay!!! My Squirelly friend is coming to see me tonight!!! She is on her way right now as I'm typing!!! This makes me so happy!!! I can't wait to show her my apartment!! And just hang out and have a good time. I bought some SoCo and beer, so we will be all set. Liz will get home from work at like 2:30 and will probably go to bed, but thats ok. We ( Read more... )

1.Well my mom either misread the letter or it was misleading in information because I am NOT kicked out of Central. I am on academic probation though. I just need to bring my GPA up to a 2.0, which won't be hard because I'm at a 1.89. So I just have to take the one class I'm signed up for this summer, get an A and I'm money. That makes me feel a ( Read more... )

Screw everything. I just found out that Central has kicked me out. Now what the hell am I supposed to do ( Read more... )

I'm all moved in and pretty much unpacked. Liz and I have been to Meijer more times than we would like in the past 24 hours!! And I still don't have everything I want/need. But this place is so nice! I love it! Its pretty big and brand new!! Today I was vaccuming my room and I blew a fuse. I had to call my dad to ask how to fix that. So I now know ( Read more... )

I got one of my refund checks from CMU today, so that made me happy. I got to see Corey, I was happy and sad, but more happy than not. I talked to Mike last night for the first time since I left school, and I am supposed to go visit him on Wedensday. That will be cool. I like him, he is a good guy, I just hope he calls me today like he said he ( Read more... )

I got to see Andy today!! That was exciting, I think its been about a year since I have seen him. We are gonna hang out sometime this week before I leave so that will be fun. I missed him. I must say he looked so good today. Yeah Andy, thats right I said it, you looked HOT ( Read more... )