that's it. throw in the towel. who am I kidding anyway...

I've dreamnt of everything. Zombies, chest bursting aliens, diseases, giant insects, end of the world, more death and decay than I care to think about.. There seems to be a constant emotion attached to the entire thing - I don't quite know how to describe it. Disgust? Hopeless? Fear? Despair ( Read more... )

It's a simple question and a gift to be able to have the time and ability to ask it.

Stop selling me dreams ( Read more... )

Something intelligent :D:D:D

I am a fan of Taylor Swift (although in truth I prefer her radio edit songs more than her actual album). And of course heard of the hooha at the VMA event with Mr West. This led to a research of finding the videos of the actual event, which in turn led to some... less than savoury findings ( Read more... )

It's that six month period once more guys. Time for a new blog or something like that.
I will either radically change this blog. Or drop it and start a new one. The notion is routine to me. Take care take care!

Consider our precarious positions
And dubious chemical transitions
Can't understand
A life that is bland
Our strange and curious decisions

thank u thank u

But there is no more balance. No centre, no horizons. Endless landscapes. Meaningless without end. Or there is nothing but the end. Slowly spiralling towards a centre yet motionless and gray. Only blank walls. All thoughts lead back to death at the end of things. The only real question we have to ask ourselves is whether suicide is worth it or not ( Read more... )

once again. Why do I have these prolonged periods of boredom and lack of energy?